it's like 3 more days before i'm released from my sickening decision of putting myself in such a fucking bondage. i'm glad that it's going to come to an end. i no longer have to face that old man and a bunch of hypocrites. finally i am able to devote my time to my dear friend who is going through such a rough spot right now. i hope he's fine and stop starving himself for nothing. u know, it hurts me. went to daddy's place at about 12.30pm after work took a whole lot of stuff back home. haha. waiting for him to tell me he's safe at home now. hope he is doing fine.
{ go to hell } 2:50 AM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn