School is starting right after the March holidays and here i am playing maple story in the middle of the night. realised that quite a few people like shu qi, sarah, zhi xiang, zhu wen, and even yi wa!! my primary school friend, got into the same institution as me. Haha. In a huge dilemma now, whether to appeal to Innova or not to appeal-- that is the question.
Junior College has always been my dream instituition. It's gonna be different. i can't dwell on my 'shopping after school' habits anymore. i got to sacrifice. After the March Holidays -- a new phase of my life is starting. i pray that nothing will hinder my determination to study real hard this time.... NOTHING....i hope.......will come my way...
Will i falter again?? i hope not..
{ go to hell } 4:04 AM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn