>>> -Disconsolated- A story of a rejected girl




A few days ago she was in bliss. She talked and had a good time with him.



Now she lives in ultimate humiliation brought about by rejection and a sense of unworthiness.

She stood by the window. Contemplating upon a disconsolate winter landscape. She wished he was there with her at that moment when the snow was most appealing then. How romantic would that be. Looking at passers-by, looking at humans. Onlooking in veneration on how amazing creations of Mother Nature was. At the same time baffled with whatever happened between the both of them. Did she say something wrong which made him distance himself away from her? Or is he simply not interested and it's just wishful thinking on her part?

Maybe it's just a one-sided infatuation.

But the fact that she now lives in extreme agony is a reality which cannot be disregarded; Living on the bread of wretchedness and self denial that there will still be hope for a future with him.

Guys are nothing but liars & cheats,
Promises are nothing but another miserable scam.

She struggled to mend the hole in her heart herself.
But the cut was too deep to reach.
The exterior was soon sewned up
The interior was never fixed.

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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