No.1 wei loong my only 24-hour round the clock avalible confidant went to thailand.
No.2 my msn caught up some virus thingy Yi Da sent.
No.3 my dear friend chew theng was unable to make it to our study camp cause of some personal reasons of which is inconvenient to disclose.
No.4 i realised this when i was studying on my own-- i'm really rusty, my memory's failing big time. i can't even remember well the 7 major plates of the world which is the south-american plate. the north american plate, the eurasian plate, australian-indian plate, antartica plate, pacific plate and lastly erm, i can't remember-- you get what i mean?? i can't remember simple stuff like that!!!i had to look at my notes to tell you that the last plate is actually the african plate.. i'm a failure.*sobs*
No.5i'm suffering from insomnia. disturbed by some things i shouldn't even be thinking of.
No. 6there's a horror on screen tonight, i've scared myself trying to dare myself to watch it. it was kinda stupid but there's the 'umph' factor to it. like it's exciting to watch horrors alone that kind of thing. after the whole thing u could actually tell yourself '' i survived through it, i'm so proud of myself'' but actually i cheated a little on this part here cause my dad was awake and he watched it with me for a while and cooked me a really nice meal at 4 am in the morning. i can't sleep!! he too..
No.7my fav pants was bleached from a grey to cream colour. all thanks to my mum.. there goes my abercombie and fitch pants. she's so cruel!! i'll ask her for my $ in return. i'm so damned angry!!
No.8 think thyat's it.. no number 8 .
{ go to hell } 5:38 AM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn