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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
>>> hectic, i need a break

i was so dumb to be fooled by the clock. luckily dad was there to call me up.
clock showed 9.30am.
continued to sleep.
i woke to check the time.
it shows 9.30am again.

i didn't suspect a mechanical error, i was just glad that it's still nine-thirty. i'm stupid.

i realised after that it's already 11.30am. dad gave me $100. thought it's my pocket money, turns out to be $ for A levels exam fees-$93. so i'm short of $20 cause i used $27.5 to buy concession. this month damn broke.dad gave me extra $20 to last till this saturday but i spent it all yesterday on pasta. i'm a good spender, poor saver.

talked to Zhu Wen and Zhixiang before exam started. told zhu bout my tennis plans. he another one, unsupportive. he laugh at me, say i can't run. wtf. i'll tell zhixiang next time. he's a better person hahas. at least he don't laugh at me. zhixiang talking bout joining project superstar, i said ok. he said i'm so 'on'. yeah.. i am hahas. and zhu said he would like to see someone like ashika play the drumset, i was like -_-''

took chinese exam. malu. i just disgraced myself by asking a stupid question. it's paper one and i'm asking the teacher do paper 1 or 2 first. don't ask me why i'm so stupid today. it's just brain damage symptoms.

went home with xiang and zhu. talked bout chinese paper along the way. lame. everybody is lamenting bout the paper. u should've seen the faces on those people. worried faces. i'm finding things like this comical. i'm so sadistic. i'm so ruined. my character is disappointing me.

saw shu qi at bus stop too. she too is very worried, she's talking bout chinese and math and how she would do badly in it. but i didn't laugh. hahas.

went home, elder brother and younger made me laugh like hell. they're just so disguisting.

elder bing picked his nose. he asked mi to get tissue for him. i was like ''NO!'' he picked somemore, initially it's just wet mucus on his fingers, then i could see the yellowish thousand year dirt he dug out of that hole. *yuck* i had no choice but to take tissue for him.

i went to toilet, took my time. bing yelled," the pi-sai is drying up!!" i laughed my butts off in the latrine. he threatened to put it on my pillow if i do not make it faster. hahas!! disgusting. *yew*

my everyday life with brothers are fun--a little out of the odinary though.

{ go to hell } 6:51 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


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birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn