2 am in the morning i'm still awake!! wahaha... i realised how much i don't know. i'm such a ''suah ku" i can't change blog skins which i still didn't manage to master the technique to. my god brother yong cai helped mi change it... what a lovely fellow he was.. haha.. i had to call him up and he have directions and slowly i was getting the hang of it. yeah.. kinda fun. i tagged ashika , ros and blah blah. thnks to my brudder!! yong cai 's so amazing. he's taking up driving lessons now. hmm maybe in a few months time i can get a lift from him or something. wahaha...(save on taxi fare) hahas!! kidding.
stupid idiot promised to go study with me finally!! haha.. yeah...!! but he said to go study at 9 am when he's not even awake then. i sent him a sms saying, " i thought somebody wanna study from 9 to 5 pm today." i think i provoked him,.. sleepy men are angry men... haha!! he called back and said, " do you always want to pick up a fight when nothing's happening?" i shut up and he went back to sleep. haha.
at about 2pm, i went to study with him. he was like so sorry bout what happened, explaining stuff to me. hahas. -_-''. we laughed the whole incident off. then we can't study together lah, he just keeps disturbing me. and i know why can't i study with him. because i'm his problem. he just can't leave me alone. then he starts to tell me funny stories and writing chinese chacracters on my notes. oh god, save me. but he's just so fun to be with. *smiles*
and i realised he's done NYAA bronze brefore. i 'm damned surprised someone like him actually did that. it's simply amazing. he's amazing. (i'm doing sliver now)
{ go to hell } 6:18 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn