didn't go school. Not sick, but can't sleep well. thousands of reasons to give the doctors later on and the questions here is WHICH ONE???
telling the doctors i'm suffering from insomnia? i'm suffering from menstrual cramps? or the usual diarrhoea excuse? is any of these valid? but it's a do or you die situation. i got to get MC in any case.
i'm caught in a CATCH-22-- too bad stupid idiot's in school, if not going to the doctors wouldn't be such a chore...
{ go to hell } 11:00 AM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn