Thursday, July 06, 2006
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it's a grim , gloomy day.
meet my new friend. FROGGY. photographer: cassandra christopher-bestie in sch.
tousled disastrous hair. an overstatement.
spects not pushed up the nose. dropping.
hahs. i shall get posers to take pic with me next time. it's stupid taking alone.
bad mood. exam results the nitty-gritty of the situation.
irony: i'm happy to just pass literature with a 50, sad to pass math with 57 marks.
just lucky to have passed them. so far so good.
learnt that Shakespeare likes pun.
beautiful poem bout a couple lying to each other to maintain a loving relationship.
when my love swears that she is made of truth
i do believe her, though u know she lies,
that she might think me some untutor'd youth,
unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
thus vainly think that she thinks my young,
althought she knows my days are past the best,
simply i credit her false-speaking tongues:
on both sides thus is simple truth supprest.
but wherefore says she not she is unjust?
and wherefore say not that i am old?
o! love's best habit is in seeming trust,
and age in love loves not to have years told:
threfore i lie with her, and she with me,
and in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
two pun cleverly used. vainly and lie. vainly suggest 'idea of beauty' and 'give up on hope'. and lie refers to 'lying down on the bed' and 'lying to each other'
poems fun huh. =)
went home early. at 1.30pm. alone. cassie and gang got tamil oral a level. wish them luck but their tamil is horrible. u don't have to be an indian to know it. they're too english to be indians.*laughs*
chiong maple level. level 53 bandit. wasting time i know. childish i agree. it takes away the boredom and emptiness, can't deny.
quarrelled with stupid idiot.
"you're doing all the things in the world to hurt a girl. of all girls, you chose to hurt me.
u forgot all about who was there for you when u felt so wretched about your life. i didn't dare to say i played a big part in it but at least i believed i managed to make u feel the feeling of being cared for during the darkest moments of your life........"
think my tone too serious. it nailed him hard. resolved. sorry that i didn't feel like talking to koon and jessica.busy crying hard. i know you guys care. =) gd enough. thanks.
stopped whimpering @ 2341 hr.
can't let go. don't intend to. don't bother to convince me. =)
{ go to hell } 2:56 AM