slept for whole day. NO LIFE. no survey outing. shahril suggested to fake statistics. i said
"NO!!!WE CAN'T DO THAT MY DEAR..IT's FUCKING "A" LEVELS PROJECT!!!"
missed church. felt so bad. i wanted to go today. =(. overslept
and so sorry for being not interested in that Marsiling cutural nights Kai wei... i hate that school. and i suppose they won't produce anything productive in the music arena--even though they tried making it HIGH-CLASS by performing in Victoria concert hall today. and that's not gonna work. i've got high expectations. their standard takes light years to reach mine. i would be dead by then. hav to pay $10 lousy music? i won't even consider 1 0 cents.
chatted with old friends, puikheng, debbie and blah blah. so interesing. missing them... going out with stupid idiot later on... i hope he brings me to 'superman returns' today. i wanna watch it.
yeah, stomach's better. thanks for the concerns.
{ go to hell } 8:02 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn