>>> settling for the night

it's just one of those sleepless nights when you keep tossing and turning, fidgeting to your left, and then your right, just to find the perfect position to sleep in but you just can't find it. then you stare at the walls above you, looking everywhere. Then, you start to think about your family, friends, boyfriend, money, problems, everything.

but all i want is just a bar of Toblerone to stop my restlessness. and i'm hating the fact that my brothers are always there to count the extra calories, carbs, sugar, and fats i'm taking in for every bite i take. Darn...

insomnia is taking it's place, i still can't sleep. or perhaps, the night belongs to me. maybe i'm just, nocturnal.

Tomorrow's another dreadful day. 2 hours before i prepare for school. 11 hours before the deadline to my unfinished homework of Lit essays, english compre, chinese compre, and econs essays. and maybe about 15 hours before i go to some place to have my eyebrows trimmed and perfected with shu qi... i hate my life... it's LIFELESS.

i dream a dream of stupid idiot's Clark and I, L.Lane... ( dream on i know... but i'm just holding on to this dream to keep me spiritually alive =) hahas... hmmm maybe i should tuck in now.. Ta-ta)

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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