Saturday, July 08, 2006
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what more can i ask for? =)
school rocks. just for today.
PE was great fun. slow jogged with wan cheng and cassie around the track. Econs lecture no longer the stereotyped listen-to-lecturer-and-u-shut-up that kinda tradition. bernard syn actually bothered to stupefy us with his grisly looking fisherman he drawn while explaining concepts to us. we were all left rolling on the floor from all that sadistic humour he made up upon his drawing. rushing overdue homwork but didn't manage to finish in time. i rather submit Quality work than to trade for that punctuality marks awarded. A* student i am. *grins*
chinese class is my favourite cause i get to chat with martin and xiang. xiang had heats, 100m. so walked home with martin instead.
went yio chu kang to check out for availability of tennis lessons. my 'hometown' . grew up there. long time ever since i've visited that place ever since i've moved to a foreign place in Jalan Kayu till now. i realised lots of things have changed. new schools, new bus services reaching ino Teacher's Estate-where i once lived. a nostalgic feeling swept over me, scenes of my childhood flashed across my mind, an overwhelming sense of uncertainty overcame me. i was shocked to realise that i've already grown up. the last time i had been here was 7 years ago and it had been so long that i wondered if this place ever existed in my entire life. suddenly, it just feels so right to be there, however the fact that my primary school friends who once dominated my life in ang mo kio for 6 full years had gone away subtly, it's just faded memories of the past which i can never find it back. with that, it left me there like a carcass-no identity, bitter, cold and forsaken.
i'm sure i've matured alot. i've learnt new things. though i still find delight in being a daddy's girl once in a while. it's funny how it works for me but yah, indulging a little in whining out loud like a little kid makes me young. it's like i'm still three!! hahas...
went home. practised a little piano. devised new ways to work on my new piece, " shinkai no kodoku" a jap anime piece. it just rocks. =) shu qi said wanna hear it... i've learnt it!!
my piano..
the six-page-onlys jap piece
it was already 10.15 pm. when i realised my stomach flu was acting up again. it's getting damn serious. several times a week that it happened. i longed for stupid idiot for a fairy tale to take place. "a prince to a damsel's rescue" incident of that sort.
it did happen. miraculously he remembered to sms me after work without reminders. i was so taken by surprise. i was crouching on the bed, groaning and groaning bout the intensity of the pain. searing and excruciating. i told him about it. he offered to take me to the 24 hour clinic nearby in a cab. i was too sick to get out of crouching position. denied the kind offer. but thanks anyway. i saw a streak of humanity in him for once. hahas. i was so so so so so happy. you wouldn't know people. unless you're me. heex...
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