Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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annual dinner
had chili crab, sweet and sour fish, bbq chicken wings,
black pepper deer meat, veggies
and a cup of fattening mocha with whipped cream from COFFEE BEAN.
uncle's the birthday boy.
he's getting a new phone N 70.
he's taking pictures of me.
i looked fat.
i can't believe it's me.
i've put on weight i guess.
bt my waist is still the same!!
"down for dieting very soon."
that's what i always say.
i will. ONE DAY.
he tried to resist the temptation. i was glad that he fulfilled his promise. i hope so. i wasn't there to witness. but i wouldn't doubt him either. his credibility is not for me to judge. and my job is to trust.
my temptation for luxury can never be satisfied. my desire for ipods, clothes and blah blah is never appeased. i feel pathetic. but mr lee pointed out in poverty lesson, "not being able to afford an ipod is not considered poor, think of those who lives on less than $1 a day. " at that rate they'll take lightyears to save enough for an ipod. this is the most optimistic outlook of life i've ever come across...
{ go to hell } 12:57 AM
