nah..i'm joking .. i'm no damsel, but maybe i am, in the eyes of his.
maybe life would be a breeze if not for the last minute request for me to play the piano for teacher's day. if i'm not up to it, Sarah, kindly take over my position for i am just an amatuer. the score i got was entirely different from what i hear in my Elton John's collection. maybe the scores are much too simplified. i made major amendments to the introduction of "your song" but the job is far from complete.
however i thank Zhi Xiang, and Rebecca for thinking so highly of me. but music is something too complicated for my shallow mind as i have lost touch over the years ever since i quit it. and i am terribly depressed to have wasted so many years of teaching, not out of my own desire though.
But i still will give it a try. there's no time for mutiple tries. A live piano playing ushering music i will deliver. hope i can get all the assistance i need.
i feel the world closing in on me. i've never felt more stressed.
tomorrow's singing competition. i have my voice with me. but i don't have the music they require. Zhi xiang will help me with it, hopefully, things will go as planned.
soo much to do, so little time. math test today sucks.
you didn't ask about it, i hope you will.
{ go to hell } 7:31 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn