i'm sorry that i didn't tell you my whereabouts when i 've expected you to do the same. at this point of time i ought to be with you, however we're to know our priorities and that simply means that we've got to be seperated for a little while. it's a short period, however we both have come to realise it seemed to take eternity. Nevermind that. we will overcome it, together. you can be miles away but the tele allows no barrier to come between us.
i'm glad that u understood how i felt and forgave me. i appreciate that very much.
you're not perfect, but thanks for making the effort to change. i've seen a vast transformation in you. you're always my good boy. and i'm always with you. do think of me. let me be your motivation to change for the better rather than those damned people and condemnations. do not get upset over little things . be overjoyed when i send you messages full with love.
next month we'll go somewhere new. somewhere both of us have never gone before. it's a surprise i've planned. don't worry it's not gonna be a ghost mission trip. i know you'll love it. =)
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!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn