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Saturday, August 26, 2006
>>> Sentosa Fun --- our very 4m2 gathering!

i was late again! hahas. as usual, so i had kai to buy me 3 sticks of prawn nugget from Old chang kee, so after the "nugget meal" i was so nugget sick. i'd stop eating nuggets 3 years down the road.

took 963 there. i boasted about not having to pay adult fare. i think kai and jing so jealous. joked on journey to Sentosa. reached ard 12pm? the gang was at Palawan. Siloso too crowded.

i was so enthu that i swam with tadmidzie across the sea to the opposite platform. YEAH! FIRST TIME! but i was a slow swimmer (lost touch) and tad paced himself for me.


we climbed up the approx. 3 storey high building and only saw many many ships. saying the view ' is majestic' is an overstatement. nevertheless, we witnessed a ang moh couple getting married by the beach in a sort of open spaced restaurant. IT WAS SO SWEET! i swear to myself then i am gonna have a romantic marrage, though i know it's 99.999999 % impossible. i'm clinging on the hope of the other remaining 0.0000001 % which is absurdly pathetic.

i then played frisbee with the guys. kai and jing later joined in seeing i had so much fun. so so fun.. ! i had a few minor abrasions from brushing against sand. and i bled... but it was nothing. i am absolutely laughing so much that anything else didn't matter.
next was soccer ball-volley. some had no idea of how to hit it at all. wtf. hahas!!

i heard from the guys my cousin shuai intended to push me into the sea. but fortunately he did not. Heng ar !! but he teamed up with mao mao and xiu zhen and splashed me with so much sea water. i surrendered. my fellow girls only watched and found humour in this whole water battle between 3 hunky fellow and a weakling trying to overcome the forces of evil--the weakling has got to be me. and it's not fair
! i cried out. hahas. jing did help me though. but girls still lost.


the guys went farther into the water and they played a game. each had to take turns taking off his pants. shuai did. and waved it victoriously into the air, boasting to us girls that they dare! we just laughed at the silly games boys came up with. humourous peeps they are.

then it came sand bathing. shuai, yiming and mao the primary victims. three in a row. shuai was the female, we took some sea plant and put it on his groin and made a zee cup breast for him. gross i know. but every moment here is bloody intoxicating. yiming was the guy so we made balls and planted a stick facing upwards. mao was half this and that so he got a little sea plant and balls. WHAT A FINE MASTERPIECE?!!

it's not all, they decided to 'prettify' our 4m2's work. zhong lin and xiu zhen came in between the both of them. bury bury bury.... and then, they suggested me to lie on top!!! they were like, 'okay'. i just simply laughed at this atrocious prospect of being able to flatten the guys out with my weight and take revenge for bullying me just now.
when i tried to lay down, i was certain i pushed them real hard down into the sand. but i was having fun being buried together with those peeps. i think i unintentionally went on top of zhong lin's little feet, i could feel his toes fidgeting in the sand. hahas.
and TA-DA! the master piece was finally done!

saw my primary school friend delia a cashier in 7-11. coincidence eh?? then we played a little while later before showering and soon on our way out of sentosa. by 6.30pm, jing had to go off first so byes! we had lunch in the hawker cerntre in harbour front. the food suck. Hui ting wanted dessert in hougang mall so we decided to go there!
and guess what? i saw MARTIN! i called him out and hahas, i scared his mother by doing so. -_-''.

then home sweet home at around 9.30pm
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we had a little tiff. our bond was brittle. u finally said that thing i would never want to hear and never thought that you would say. but later on you wanted me to forget everything about just now?? you are afraid of something yet you still brought it up. i guess someday i will just give in to your wishes without protesting. JUST ANOTHER TIME, I WILL NOT PROTEST ANYMORE, YOU WILL HAVE YOUR WAY, AND I KNOW I WILL SUFFER. BUT IT WILL ONLY BE A SHORT WHILE BEFORE I REGAIN MY FREEDOM ONCE AGAIN. you will live in misery in time to come if that ever happens because u'll soon realise i was never anything like you perceived to be. because you are transformed and is blinded by emotions. emotions which you are struggling to fight. emotions which if you are willing to battle you will overcome. but u simply sat there, waiting for me to save you. but i can do nothing except for just being there. but you would never understand unless you can overcome your weakness and do it yourself. i will disappear from your sight someday, maybe. but i'm just not leaving yet because i know u can't fend for your own. i will stay to guide. until i decide it's time.

{ go to hell } 11:12 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn