>>> totally screwed up big time.

I cocked up at the very first word. I sang the wrong lyrics. I managed to get back on track.

My voice trembled ferociously; I was shivering on my insides because of the extreme cold. Before that Martin lent me his jacket, however im sorry to say that it was of little help to ease the chill. It took me some time to regain my composure, however I was too disturbed by my faults I made. I was sure I made funny faces -- I grimaced, not because I cannot reach my high notes, I did that out of uncertainty and as a signal of my lack of confidence. I hope it wasn’t obvious. Though im sure it was.

After the singing, I ran to Martin and Zhi Xiang. I was so scared to lose this chance. I found comfort in the two of them. Still, I was shivering as if I was thrown into the Antarctica. Zhi Xiang, Martin, Wei Xin, and everyone was there to praise me. IT WASN'T ENOUGH. I went frantically around the auditorium for familiar faces asking how I did up there on stage. They could detect my nervousness in my singing and pointed it out. I was like I'm doomed. Nevertheless, they assured me I sang well.

I'm still terrified. Fear that I won't get into finals. Zhi Xiang's singing impressed me. I almost cried because it was just so touching. Buddy, don't worry about anything. I have confidence in you. Martin, you too.

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birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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