>>> void of motivation

blogging nowadays is like doing daily household chores -- tedious, you never seem to have time for it, and you never want to do it.

lazy. i'm tired to type. or maybe it's just because there's no motivation. i realised how much undone work i've piled up over the weeks and months. i'm lagging behind time. the fact that time never waits scares me. but i'm not doing anything to help myself. i'm still allowing homework to pile up. allowing myself to immerse in the fear that is consuming me, indulging in the luxury of time which i think i have plenty--1 month before promos.

one month is very little time.

what do i want in life? or rather what do i want for myself?

i'm dreaming of the almost impossible. i'm joining project superstar. but i'm not optimistic of the outcome. i've joined the school singing competition too. i'm a idol wanna-be. because the title of Miss Universe is far too out of reach.

I'm totally kidding.

whatever the case is, i would enjoy fame and $$ that comes along with it. it's a once-in-a-lifetime chance. who wouldn't want it if given the chance? different people, different perspective.

down with PMS. i'm hating my brothers, even my mum. i get angry over the slightest things and i'm glad stupid idiot is still able to put up with it. i'm surprised he could withstand my you-owe-me-a-million look. Very surprised. love and hate him for that

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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