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Saturday, September 02, 2006
>>> day in the zoo -- 1st sept

woke up fucking early. 7 am. all because of martin. walau. "one tree hill" got me sleeping late. and i wondered.. one tree hill... sounded not very right, thry probably used 3 randomly picked words to give it it's title. i got absolutely no idea..

i was late for like 30mins? sorry guys.. got to really dress up. i know u guys understand.. =)

took 138 there, martin, iris and zhi xiang all so restless, i was there to like make them laugh? my jokes weren't funny, but they still laughed, at my retarded attempt i suppose. nevermind, i still managed to get their day going funny and they enjoyed it. at least they didnt tell me, " if you kept quiet we wouldn't say that you're dumb." thank god it was all appreciated. haha.

OH NO!! MARTIN LOST OUR TICKETS !! went back to take another set. hmm... and i got my Ben & Jerry's. it's a damned $6.50. my breakfast was that. Ice cream. yesh. terrible mans, i've put on weight.

went for animal shows, made stupid remarks about the facts of the animals, fed some kangaroos, taking photos of all of us, avoided martin because he touched a skunk and some weird animals, laughed at chimpanzees slacking on the nets hung high above us, gossipping, teasing the two of them, embarking on a potential route to being a photographer, awed at fucking big fishes and pythons, disguisted by preserved foetuses in crystal clear liquid (i shall find out what liquid is that) that of baby kangaroos, four-legged babies plus a frightening hedgehog with spikes on even when it's a foetus, cried because didn't get to see ah meng, calling out some otters and monkey randomly with our names, exclaiming " hey martin ! how come u've become reduced to this state? " to the animals, found some humour from the sadistic nature of joke, walk, rested, run, sightseeing... drew some emo from recalling the past when we were kids and our very first time to the zoo, saw some related people also in the zoo, brought out our very innocent behaviour once again..

Damned fun. went out of zoo at around 4.30pm.

we quarrelled big time. i left you. but you called me back.
i was too reluctant to leave
i am sorry. we need time to understand each other deeper.
i thought i did, and you thought so too.
but we did not.
then we gave chances,
did we manage to reconcile?
i guess so.
my fav cheese prata, that's what i'm craving for.
i got it.
thanks for the movie, sorry that i slept though it.
but i felt like princess in your embrace.
it was something i havent felt for so very long.
that night was special, for us.

{ go to hell } 2:14 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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Currina
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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn