Sitting in front of the computer, blog, play games, munch some salty bacon, eat fried fish, check mail, call him, call her, look at bloody homework, throw it aside, watch some videos on you tube, laugh at russell peters, disturb my brother, miss people, crave for a snickers, get angry, feel sad, feel happy when a sudden call comes in, feel angry again, eat, shower, go cousin's house watch "one tree hill" , sing-a-song, play trickster, watch cable shows, cartoon network, nickolodeon, disney channel, chinese serial, go back to sleep, fight with brother, play piano, do some interesting research on "why men just can't satisfy women", "why men seldom talk", watch "buffy", recall the past, curse the future, think about little kids i'm gonna have, think twice about having a child, think about marriage, think about being an haggard old lady, think about being rich, think about silly questions, "what would you do if you had one million", spam people's tag board, regret about wasting time, moan, cry, talk to people, reject some phone calls because you don't want to hear their voices, ............
{ go to hell } 1:55 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn