would i be influenced to do better than what i am doing now? getting 10 points for o levels, go into some better JC, hook up with a senior and focus on my studies?

haha... wishful thinking i must say.. "In your dreams!" i hear these words echoing.

as i texted her today, talking about hair, going-outs and stuff, i guess i missed her. lame-shits in the toilet- handing a roll of toilet paper under the cubicle, jokes, spending, sweet-searches, and window shopping after every school day.

it's what a girl wants, it's what i want.

but as people grow, they tend to have more commitments toward different stuff. i have yet to find my commitment, and that's why i'm still roaming aimlessly in the streets. my friends have theirs, boyfriends are enough to take them away from my reach. unfortunately for me, while besties have their boyfriends to keep them company, i just had to bury in books to live the boredom away.

as for bestie with no boyfriend, she's several kilometres away from me, off the coasts of a neighbouring country, so near yet a country away. another ives in a mysterious world i never knew, but i know i would in time to come.

it's just another boring monday, again.