still, i have to fulfil my promise to my dear cousin, teach 'em some stuff for o levels. hopefully he'll do well...
at times like this, i would think of you. u've been brave to come upfront about your confessions toward me.
it's not that i did't believe you , but rather, i don't believe in myself. how i wish that --- know's that he's threatened you and that --- would try to salvage my acute annoyance against that arsehole, of which idiot have yet realise.
crying in the night like this isn't helping much, and would you ever know i'm crying hard? because i won't want to lose a friend, but you've proved yourself unfit, to be one. hopefully you would do something about it.
animosity for you is escalating to great heights, i can't forgive you on this. i'm sorry, but this time, u've gone way too far. cursing and swearing at you is only gonna degrade myself. so i think i'm stopping the whole nonsense and please, tell me what to do to you.
{ go to hell } 3:10 AM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn