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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
>>> it's another bad day

I'm presently in school, now, a wanderer mourning over the possibility of being retained in this miserable school, and so so so sad that Martin and Zhi Xiang skipped chinese lessons just now, and i'm missing them. ennui sets in without them to brighten up my day.

well, i shall not influence you guys with my state of depression. lets just trail all the way back to yesterday, when the thing you did not expect most, actually happened.

here goes the story:
Jia min and elaine and some guy went Party World. they had joy, they had fun, they had seasons in the sun...

i was at home, enjoying my sleep, however my phone started to 'ringgg!!! '.. so it was time that i get up from my sleepy sleep and change into swimming costume and get my butt out of ta house.

' la la la la la .. tham ti dam ti dam.. ' i hear my phone. i was like, ' who da **** is that!!' i'm sorry, iu was feelin a little grumpy. then i heard a distressed voice, '' PEEEII RUU!!!!! " it was jia min. she was on the verge of crying. guess what happened? SHE FORGOT TO BRING HER ULTRA
POWERFUL CREDIT CARD LARH!! THEN MALU HERSELF IN PARTY WORLD!! cause they did not have enough $$ to pay for the $51 ++ buck bill.

PEI RU TO THE RESCUE!! TA-DA! $$ problem solved.. it was pretty embarassing, but the ****ing receptionist looked at us with one kind of look ( don't ask me what kind if not i'll wallop you !! it's just that kind loh!! ) then i tried to be polite, i said " sorry " and walked out of party world in ultimate shame when i'm not supposed to. maybe i'm too good a friend to be able to sense how jia min should be feeling. haha. And so i advised, , BRING HER PLATINUM CARD THERE ! PAY FOR A $8 DRINK ! THROW THE RECEIPT INTO THEIR FACE ! WALK OUT IN TRIUMPH ! AND REGAIN THAT ONCE-UPON-A-TIME-GLORY. hehs, kidding. we should all be humble, humble, humble.

Okay, pre planned swimming with jing jing became a disaster. nevermind, in the end we just went slightly later, at around 6.30pm instead of 5.30pm that we are supposed to meet. and we swam, talked for what seemed an hour after every lap. so it did nothing much. i felt heavier instead of lighter this time. WTH ...

swimming was fun, in order to avoid embarrassment, because the coach who taught me the ropes might be on duty that day, so we went to the medium pool to test out my freestyle, i was pretty good at it!! haha.. jing looked pretty awkward with freestyle. so we decided to go back to the competition pool instead, breaststroke and make our way through the water like everyone else does. what i call "less pai seh". haha. i'm very self concious!!

and guess what?? jing and i saw some fugly couple MAKING OUT IN THE POOL !! think that guy went down to her chest level, the both of them went so close to each other and whatever it is, we weren't really interested, we just joked about WHAT IF we see some white slimy thing in the water, and presume they are making love. we were wondering why the safety guards did not stop them, from hugging in the public!! in the water!! oh my god. i washed my body, made sure we were squeaky clean after leaving medium pool and dipped into competition pool again.

thereafter, meet-up with asshole. asshole went to eat seafood with friend. asshole did not leave anything for me!! in the end i ended up settling my dinner with fishball noodle. WTH. where's all the good food?

this is how my day ended.. watch "da chang jin " until i fall asleep. .. Zzzzzzz....

{ go to hell } 11:31 AM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
sarah
Seng kang
sharon
suhailah
thiam chye
w- pretty wan cheng
yong cai
yu jin
zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen
!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn