>>> it's disgraceful to show the weak side of me

stupid sickness is taking me down like an old lady. feeling faint and on verge of collapsing any time, anywhere. the ground calls out to me, " hey, sleep on me, i'm not as hard a ground you perceive me to be..." i would reply, " damn you! mr. floor..go home to your mummy."

mr doctor says i'm having long term phlegm formation in my lungs, they're infested with tons of phlegm. i was prescribed some medications to strengthen my lungs and to impove respiratory functioning. *coughs* *coughs*, though i'm having minimal problems with breathing.

Damn the haze. MUST BE YOU !!

sucks to be sick at this point of time when i ought to be mugging real hard for promos.

---can i rely on you to take care of me? i cant. i'm getting tired of asking you to take initiative. i don't want to ask for it anymore. i need a multi-purpose boyfriend. i need a caretaker, not an undertaker. but even you learn to be one, probably you would realise you possess a potential to drive people to graves. i suggest you to be the latter then, earn some big bucks and don't forget to burn some $$ down. i might need it for afterlife shopping.

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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