HOW I WOULD MISS SINGAPORE.
and tomorrow, meet-ups with besties and probably hui qing would keep some warmth and melancholic feelings stirring inside me.
HOW I WOULD MISS MY FRIENDS.
mum unexpectedly gave me another $50, that allows me to be a little more generous toward spending more. on top of what dad gave me.. hmm.. i'm a temporary thousand-nare once i step onto the grounds of china.
HOW I WOULD MISS MY PARENTS GENEROSITY!!
apparently a mere 19 day trip and i've made it sound like i'm flying to mars and intend on not coming back for life. HOW SILLY CAN I BE.
all i know is that i'm totally worn out from today's arduous journey. Hui qing, Peggy, Rui rong and i actually took the wrong bus from clarke quay !! we headed toward jurong instead of orchard !! hahas... 17 YEAR-OLDS ! SO BLUR ! and wasted a total of 2 hours. GOOD JOB PEOPLE. haha
in the end we gave up and took train to orchard instead. HAHA. hung out in lido again until 11.15 plus and caught last train for martin. guess this will be the last time. MARTIN IS AN IDIOT ! HE'S GOING TO HONG KONG, SEOUL, NEW YORK, CANADA AND SAN FRANSISCO ! AND WON'T BE BACK TILL NEXT YEAR ! will miss you !
haha... and hi everyone out there.. will miss you !
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and the things which are happening around me are certainly not reason enough to cheer me up. friend disputes, gloomy stmosphere in school when everybody are trying to recover from monday's devastating episode. Even those who are promoted are not happy !
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i'm bleeding 24/7.
our plan to go school was thwarted. martin and i was supposed to jam in the school's auditorium, which is normally pitch dark even in the mornings there's no special programmes. we're supposed to play poker and sing with just the two of us awaiting for the arrival of our best playmate - hui qing - to join in the fun. however i guess both of us are not in the mood for all these.
i was tired. martin was planning for a emo trip himself, which he says he would " follow my heart, go wherever my heart takes me to"
i cried. that line was so drama. and i was too emotional too...
thanks charmaine for calling me up for school today. i know you guys will miss me.. haha... =)
by the end of the day, all my feelings of grief, agony and disappointment was still lingering. i can feel it.
i wonder when will they go away.
thanks xian, i think i'm fine, at most i change my subject if possible. and i am looking forward for fynette to come to YJ. we shall work hard.
if i ever told you i'm fine, i am not. you might never know how i feel until you tried it. but of course, i wouldn't want you to because, it's really terrible.
but if you're my friend, you too will be happy because i'm given more time to strengthen my foundation.
i'll never forget this day mans, i thought i'm mentally prepared enough to face reality, however, when i saw that "r" word, CRY IMMEDIATELY MANS.
TOTALLY DISAPPOINTING.
i saw it coming, but still uncontrollable. got to thank charmaine, li jin, wan cheng and brenda esp. for all the encouragement. so sweet of you guys. got to take it in my stride anyway, and it really helped when i found out i need not go school until next year. only those who are promoted, advanced and provisionally advanced.
NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL.
had Mc Donalds after school. poor martin also retained, but he's going poly ! Hui Qing is a smart girl ! she promoted ! wahaha... so we joked and played and went shopping for my china trip stuff... bought a big deal of it...
spent a mini bomb leh !
dry tissue: $0.95 wet tissue: $1.95 mask: $2.50 for 5 socks: $ 10 for 4
lock: $6.15 toothbrush: $ 3.65 moisturiser: $2.70
pantyliner: $3.65 ( it's the new kind! the 2-in-1 one! )
went to disturb joanna, peggy and jing mei in Sakae sushi. walau. NEVER ASK US TO COME ALONG. Joanna so cute, she kept exclaiming, " there goes my diet plan, there goes my diet plan.." but the irony was that she kept stuffing herself with green peas.. haha..
thereafter, peggy got to go, and joanna joined us in a small little chat outside Mc Donalds and hung around till 7pm.. took a little picture but not with me.. wahaha.. shall put up another time !
black pepper crab yummy !
hi enemy.. ! if you think i'm totally down on my luck, think twice. dad did not scold me at all, instead he took pity on me and gave me $$$. wahaha...
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
but unfortunately too, if you're my friend, too bad, can't give you. i got shopping to do ! wahaha. I LOVE MY DAD.
--why must we argue with each other again?? --
like martin and hui qing and i
and jia min, jing jing, kai wei and i 
and hui xin and i (photo unavailable yet)
and the occasional 4M2 gatherings
these people are indispensable.. LOVE YA GUYS !
>>> why?
audi piano playing, took photo, went home @ 12, sleep till 4pm, went for choir at 5pm, ended at 7pm, dinner which i don't have an appetite to consume and decided to forgo, take me home, ate something bland.
waited for you to come online. you did not. OH WELLS...
thankful it's all over, previously feeling so jittery and uptight. now, i regained freedom !
after was China trip meeting with 113s: jeslyn, kai heng, hon ren, xiuling, nat, sheng yi.. hmm did i miss out anyone?
guess where did i go..
nevermind, i shall not keep you in suspension, went Gloden Village in VIVO !!
hui qing and i took train from yishun at 6pm. martin reached VIVO at 6pm!!!
never mind that. then after some time, we're finally reaching,i asked him where shall we meet, he replied," golden village? heehee" <--- -_-''
MARTIN MADE US THINK OF THE TYPICAL MOVIE SCENE WHERE THE GUY BUYS FOOD AND A CUP OF BIG-GULP LIKE SOFT DRINK STANDING OUTSIDE CINEMA WAITING FOR GIRLFRIEND ! haha..
the grudge 2 is awesome, i screamed 2 times and jumped in my seat several times, more than your fingers could count.
here's the cute part. before start of the show, martin, seated in between HQ and i turned to each of us and said very bravely, " don be afraid, martin is here" <--- said in first person
whatever that is, the grudge 2 certainly has got the super frightening element in it every 5 mins. it's a must watch ! especially for males dying for your girlfriend to jump onto you, start chanting all sorts of sutras and start to swear in your name
WARNING: not suitable for the chicken-hearted.
we started scaring each other after the show. WAH LAO, i screamed and malu myself in public-- at the top of VIVO where a pool of shallow water lies. danced a carlsberg dance with martin, without a proper song, we cant teach HQ. if not it'l be extra fun.
took last train from harbour front
oh mans..oh no..
i have yet to practise my speech and i am tired beat. sakae sushi with our threesome outing. ihateu.
down with terrible flu and possible throat inflammation. i could almost hear mr. Tonsils laughing at the prospect of finding another victim. and it has to be me....
sweettalk and chicken feast with quarter of 119s,
to cousin's house to give
tips for english o levels. sorry but i'm unable to meet you(mm) today. don't miss me ;)
duck rice for dinner was great, coupled with a few bbq chicken wings. delightful. and trip home was far for you but glad you sent me still. :)
yesterday i was an ignorant kid. --*guilt overides*, sorry i made you cry.
i could only confine myself in my small little room, face either the four walls or be a little sporty enough to do crunches or hula-hooping , or long for the would-be-interesting educational 19days trip to china on 18 th november.
Still, freddo did not arrive at my doorstep. PEOPLE, PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO COME INTO MY HUMBLE DOMAIN.
however, a wonka bar had made it's way to me. brother went to vivo with his friend's parents. his wonka bar would be mine...
i've spent my fortune last week on movies and clothes and the little little things. wastrel !
martin 's such a cute boy. and hui qing can still go to town when OP is near.
kai wei complains of a impending examination the week after, so is yixian.
jing jing , we will be going to jurong east 's swimming pool, a cheaper alternative to wild wild wet.
jessica and yee koon, we will meet up soon, right after your o levels.
>>> poetic instincts or satrical wordings?
darling, i need more freddo CADBURY, i've only ate one or two as the rest have been gulped down by my brother. I NEED MORE CHOCOLATES....!!
Cravings for chocolate ...
but i'm lazy to make that few steps down my house to get it. someone out there , if you happen to read my blog, please DO bring a bag of freddo with you.
You're cordially invited to my house. and share the damn chocolates please. Thank You.
Looking into the mirror, practising my speech for this thursday's Oral presentation. only to be freaked out by the millions of huge pores on my face and not to mention the disastrous blackheads reigning my once-beautiful complexion.
blackheads, please return me my beauty.
had been on the computer for 5 hours last night just to polish up my powerpoint slides. 3 hours to find for blogskins. and my greatest discovery would be my new found love for the colour --Brown.
mr Brown, i'm in love with your hue.
It's a rainstorm out there, i see lightnings and i hear the roaring of thunder. i feel the breeze, touching my skin.
pitter-patter-pitter-patter...
i've realise i'm not a couch potato anymore, the place has been taken by my mother, who lies in front of the television at least 11/7 without fail.
mum, i lose to you.
happy for jia min who managed to pass her promotional exams
three cheers for completing AO levelchinese with ease , another emotional burden dropped.
luckily that's the case, otherwise i would have a couple more years off my alreadyveryshort lifespan-- there goes eternal life
lazing around the house, doing some occassional hula hoop exercise, hoping to get in shape.
sat in front the TV, be a temporary couch potato and cry upon dramatic scenes which appeals to my emotional and sentimental being
where is my other half? he's nowhere to be seen, but at times like this when i have company, i do not think of you as often.
Deathnote was a joke. watched it lastnight at 9.55pm
to deathgod: I LOVE APPLES TOO !
to "L" , you are handsome. you are smart ( as depicted in the movie ), but i'm sorry i've forgotten your name
The Covenant was scary, hui qing screamed. Martin didn't seem daunted. i was shocked and immersed in selfshocked state. we watched it on thursday, a day before chinese AO levels. we then went to esplanade a day before. unconcious idiot i am. but i didn't care less.
*going to be a couch potato again, byes people*
>>> i am obviously bored !!! updated and more to come !!
pic we took outside esplanade !!
huiqing and i| You Have Your PhD in Men |
 You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
>>> i am really bored
| Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover |
 You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. |
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
| You Are 59% Addicted to Love |
 Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. |
| Your True Love Is a Capricorn |
 Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends. |
| Your IQ Is 110 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average |
| Your EQ is 120 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
>>> more fun -- things to do when life dosen't make sense
| Your Love Element Is Earth |
 In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. |
| Your Birth Month is October |
 You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously. |
| Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence |
 You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person. |
| Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Feeling |
 You are: Able to make everyone feel comfortable and special Someone with a large social circle from all walks of life Supportive, encouraging, and truly happy when people around you succeed A great leader who gains loyalty and respect easily |
| You Are a Newborn Soul |
 You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
>>> fun with this
| You Are Wind |
 Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding |
got this from debbie's blog... hmm.. kinda fun.. I AM COMMANDING!! wahaha
it's so true lah !!
| You Have A Type B+ Personality |
You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
| You Are A Maple Tree |
 There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). |
| You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained |
 The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language |
| Your Learning Style: Cooperative and Relaxed |
 You work well with others and enjoy learning practical skills. You Should Study: Culinary Arts Dentistry Education Environmental Science Fashion Merchandising International Studies Medicine Nursing Nutrition Science Psychology |
Your Birthdate: October 21 |
 You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature. Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas. People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life. You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone. Your strength: Your thirst for adventure Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures Your power color: Hot pink Your power symbol: Figure eight Your power month: March |
| Never Date a Taurus |
 Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus. You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get boring after a while! Instead try dating: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aries |
| Never Date a Taurus |
Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus. You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get boring after a while! Instead try dating: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aries |
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody. |
we can even take our time, take bus 857 all the way from esplanade to yishun ! oh my god.. haha... are we even aware that there's an important exam the next day ??
gosh!
haha, -_-'' ...
take it easy mans.. it's just chinese, anyway, we only have one passage of which we know the content of and out of the approximate 100 paragraphs we've studied, only one or two paragraphs will come out. so it's not worth the time focusing so much on CHINESE.
i might as well remember some essays which are more useful in helping me write better, and the honcho-ponchos of today's happy endings.
-----worrying about nothing is sweet------
name:apple mei
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
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i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn