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Friday, November 17, 2006
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after tomorrow, i'm leaving singapore. i wonder how it would be like without my besties around me, though i've acquired a few more friends in the process of preparing for this trip. and i wonder how cold i would be when i land on a foreign land where even the soil are of a different quality, where the air smells uniquely unfamilar, where i would miss local chicken rice, roti prata and hokkien mee altogether.

HOW I WOULD MISS SINGAPORE.

and tomorrow, meet-ups with besties and probably hui qing would keep some warmth and melancholic feelings stirring inside me.

HOW I WOULD MISS MY FRIENDS.

mum unexpectedly gave me another $50, that allows me to be a little more generous toward spending more. on top of what dad gave me.. hmm.. i'm a temporary thousand-nare once i step onto the grounds of china.

HOW I WOULD MISS MY PARENTS GENEROSITY!!

apparently a mere 19 day trip and i've made it sound like i'm flying to mars and intend on not coming back for life. HOW SILLY CAN I BE.

all i know is that i'm totally worn out from today's arduous journey. Hui qing, Peggy, Rui rong and i actually took the wrong bus from clarke quay !! we headed toward jurong instead of orchard !! hahas... 17 YEAR-OLDS ! SO BLUR ! and wasted a total of 2 hours. GOOD JOB PEOPLE. haha

in the end we gave up and took train to orchard instead. HAHA. hung out in lido again until 11.15 plus and caught last train for martin. guess this will be the last time. MARTIN IS AN IDIOT ! HE'S GOING TO HONG KONG, SEOUL, NEW YORK, CANADA AND SAN FRANSISCO ! AND WON'T BE BACK TILL NEXT YEAR ! will miss you !

haha... and hi everyone out there.. will miss you !

{ go to hell } 1:22 AM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn