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Saturday, December 23, 2006
>>> 2nd day in malaysia

i was finally able to have a good night's sleep. i slept at 12am last night all the way to 2 pm today. phew. but remnants of yesterday's sorrows and pain he inflicted upon me remains. it wll stay like this until the right one appears. but i doubt there will be ever such a person. damn the guys. i shall remain single being changing gender preference is definitely out of the question.

life motto: never be a lesbiaN... haha, not that i'm biased against them, it's just my principle alright??

at 2.30pm, kai wei's mum fetched us in their family car to city square. met patrick there. oh my god, it's either i never taken a good look at him before or he was just not worth taking a second look in the past. HE'S HANDSOME NOW LAH ! he can speak malay, eng, cantonese, mandrin... milti-lingual. awesome. respect him for that.

we went to secret recipe for my breakfast-cum-lunch. i ate my all-time-favourite -- beef lasgane!! kai wei had the chicken version and Pat had speghetti bolognese. YUMMY ! thereafter, we had oreo cheesecake, i had this chocolate delight cake Pat had Tiramisu. mmmm.... *licks mouth all over* spent a good RMB$77 ++ ...MALAYSIA FEAST BLOODY CHEAP LA

highlight of the day:
PATRICK TREATED ME TO CHEWING GUM !! PATRICK ROCKS !!

yay !! i cried in contentment. it's my favourite ! whoever can convince singapore to permit the legal sale of chewing gums, I WOULD MARRY HIM. just kidding. :) AM I THAT RECKLESS?? no, i would say.

then it was a movie in cathay cineplex, ERAGON. who has watched it?? ME !! haha... the dragon was so cool la. the actor also not bad. i was just relieved that i didn't have to watch some scary movie that seemed like another "the grudge" kinda movie. it might give me a chance to hop onto patrick screaming "ahh !! i'm scared!! " HAHA.. KIDDING AGAIN. AM I THAT DESPERATE??? i have better taste.

after movie, was a fruit appreciation session. had sour mango dipped in chilli dark sauce and i had jackfruit too ! patrick had sotong floud balls made it the japanese way. sorry that i forgot the term for it. shall go find out when i return to singapore.

went around looking for bikinis. saw nothing that i really like though. and at the same time i was thinking who would want to go sun tanning and volley ball playing with me after i get my bikini. first few people to come to my mind : MARTIN and HUI QING. i miss you guys.

then,
bought barbie doll chewing gums
~!!! wahahaha.... decided to go patrick house to play.

patrick house damn fun lah ! ps 2 , piano, poker, many rooms, ultra big kitchen. A bungalow with hmm.. how many rooms i did not count. but the living room damn nice la.. cam whored and played piano and then poker. I'M DAMN PRO AT DAI DEE. i only lost once. heex.. his room got this big chair which you could turn 360 degrees. kai wei wanted to bring it home. haha.. poor patrick. he was unwilling to give it away. =p i mean who would give away their luxury?

kai wei's dad came to fetch us from his house. even suggested to bring me to their grandmother's house the following day. guess i'm staying here for another day!
i'm sorry kai heng and hon ren, i can't join you guys in orchard to spray crazy ribbons at banglahs
. haha... kai wei's dad bought some local food for our forgotten dinner we have yet to consume.

went online, here blogging blah blah... i do not miss singapore at all. it only brings me pain. i'm perfectly fine with my country retreat from reality. here i go again. my 24/7 pain comes to haunt once again.

{ go to hell } 10:12 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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alvin
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cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
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ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
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suhailah
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zhi xiang
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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn