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unable to enjoy myself in malaysia because of all the shit i left behind in singapore, despite bestie kai wei being there for me. my kindness is not being reciprocated, and you are unwilling to accept either. so why bother so much if you have given up?

martin, i miss you so much lar.. come back soon along with my chewing gums. nobody is as perfect as you. he does not care anymore but he seems so disturbed by the things i brought up to him. martin, come back quick ! and i have my problems to share. i need you to listen, a story of 2 gorillas and a few other monkeys. listen and you will know the story. a story of me and him. a relationship getting easier and easier to give up on the more i see his true colours. and a blessing somebody will live to regret when not accepted upon being bestowed.

darn it. you are not the only one. wei loong, your presence is also being appreciated. there are only so many out there who can remain faithful. it's just a pity we're not fated.

got a daily boyfriend. not a flirt i certainly am. guys throw themselves just as girls throw themselves at you. i've learnt not to be jealous but get unaffected the more the lies pile up like mountains. you are not significant to me by the day.

but you were once worth all the trouble. not that you won't get to enjoy the taken-for-granted treatment forever, but with less enthusiasm and sincerity. it's just my way of returning it to you.

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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