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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

>>>

fuck la !! i'm so stupid !! i accidentally deleted all my tags !! fuck fuck fuck ...............i'm so angry with myself !! i just can't seem to do anything right... why !! all my memories are inside lor !! =(
=(

i miss you very much

{ go to hell } 11:51 PM

>>>

martin ; Just the sound of your voice , makes my heart melt. dancewithmartin.blogspot.com says:
hahas wah. love. hahas. yea i love u too.

martin ; Just the sound of your voice , makes my heart melt. dancewithmartin.blogspot.com says:
peiru's the cutest girl on earth , and cutest human alive, after martin.

haha... this was what martin tells me !! =p girls, don;t get jealous if u're an admirer of martin... but we're bests friends.. heh heh... martin !! miss you so much can? got so many things i want to tell you. i am sad. I'M BROKENHEARTED.

school was dry. but ran arund the tracks with jamie. she's also down. i don't know how i could help her but well, if running makes you happier, girl, i'll run with you everyday. =)

had school till 7.30 pm..but i only reached home at 9pm !! accompanied HR. tomorrow is hon ren's b'day. nice!! happy birthday budd !! farah's b'day too ! shall go out someday to do shopping for honren's prezzie.. tired.. tomorrow got penalty. got to reach by 7am for PE lessons. damned it. f** ..(*&^%$#@@#$%^&$#

{ go to hell } 11:16 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

>>> a monday like this

lecture still take pic... -_-''

we changed uniforms at the spur of the moment.. jaclyn was like " hey !! lets change uniform!!" and there we go !!

jaclyn sure love spastic shots

okay, transformation complete !!

jac, audrey and i !! cam whore in toilet..

i swear she loves my uniform..

such a hunk ain 't he ??

martin an i !! cutest guy and girl on earth !!

only this side of my face can make it i swear

after a day of feeling like A CHIJ girl, i feel extraodinarily feminine. however, i still get my occasional monday blues, in fact, i suffer from depression everyday. even as i close my eyes, tears are welling. at the back of my head, a scream is yelling, " why do you give up? " i answered it, " because he no longer care anymore.. a fat, warm drop of tear landed on my lap, like a grieved girl landing on the high rise floor, and blood squattered over the floor. GOSH ! I'M SUICIDAL.. THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING....

super sad, so found hon ren and went eating. talked about our hectic schedule. talked about people. talked about documentaries. bought bubble tea and went to north point for a walk to ease my soul.

when we were at popular, we suddenly suggested to " get some business done" haha, in the end we are supposed to take a pictorial evidence of shitting. if we don't have it, we don't come out of the toilet as it's supposed to be some competition. fun la !! never done thius before with a friend??!! haha.. but in the end, even b4 we could do it, the automatic flush system activated itself and flushed our " cake" down. oh well, there goes all the fun.

without him, i wouldn't know what could i do to make my life more colourful, especially in school. hon ren best buddy. always.. =) he was always there when the skies were dark and the clouds were grey. always there when the wind blew hard. he is my emotional support. what would become of me if i hadn't had him?? =)

platonic friendships are simply the bests of all..

{ go to hell } 10:31 PM

>>>

i almost kissed it.. haha

my favourite cousin is gonna get it from me !!

he's angry that i haven't looked him up for ages

missed those childhood days !!

double cap sensation.. he thinks it's cool.. haha

i love him !!!

lousy face.. haha.. !!

phew, went home late at around 12am ++!! realised that cousin shuai was there! i was excited ! played piano with hijm while he sang, fortunately neighbours weren't complaining about our late night quality time.

we talked about girls and boys, talked about my miserable love life and his newest crush. i love my cousin mans... luckily i got someone to direct my attention to, and my extra time and affections.

day today with deline, daphne and anthony was fun. stupid stunts about running across the water fountain in bugis was crazy feats. i lost in scissors, paper stone and had to be retarded and all. haha.. had $4 jap ice cream of which i rather have my share of ben and jerry's. i'll just had to make do. jap green tea ice cream for a change. not to forget our dinner at some thai restaurant. nice food there !

got too much gossips and girl's stuff to catch up with deline. oh well.. there'll always be next time !! =). ant just had to keep daphne entertained.

day ended by sleeping late at 4am !! and wake up at 6.30am..

hell of a day. but i felt like in heaven, only for a time. i still missed you. =)

{ go to hell } 3:06 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

>>>

DEDICATED TO DARON,

GARETH GATES
"Anyone Of Us (Stupid Mistake)"

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

::Chorus::
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

she was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
she must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

::Chorus::
A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you

it was my fault, i'm sorry. take time to listen. listen to what i have to say for the last time. just hope you'll be happy again. i've caused all these problems, and it'll end with me.

{ go to hell } 3:28 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

>>>

school = happy moments for me. though occassionally i would think of Him and here comes all the heart wrenching episodes which makes me wanna cry. that aside, lets see what have we done today.

cam-whoring with hon ren in library basement.

again !! haha..

jing mei is leaving YJC to A poly !! so sad.. thus, we took alot of pics..

group pic !! jing mei and i at the back, zi qiang, hon ren and kai heng

read this, from The Straits Times, 26 jan 07.

amusing .... that Kevin federline is referred to daydreaming-- while cooking french fries.. adults.. haix.. find problems to gossip about..

jaclyn and i during maths class !!

choir practise until 7.45pm !! i died there..

choir instructor had told us blonde jokes. clara told me god and buddha joke. it had made me laugh, but i'm not happy at all, even though i can still laugh. emotional burden is very heavy. very, very, heavy........

Labels: my heart is still bleeding, on top of whatever happiness i felt.

{ go to hell } 1:43 PM

>>>

LIFE'S JUST SO INCOMPLETE RIGHT NOW.

without you.

i need you by my side.

{ go to hell } 11:36 AM

>>>

a wonderful fairytale goes like this,

i asked you, " am i a victim or the fortunate if i'm your girlfriend?"

you answered, " it depends if i'm your suitor or your beau."

i replied, "what's the difference? if i'm your girlfriend, will i be the fortunate? or the other way round?"

you said, " perhaps both,"

im puzzled, and acted like a spoilt child, i requested, " why can't i just be the fortunate?"

you amaze me, u said, " fortunate is because i'd give u everything i could, victim is because u would be bombarded with unlimited love and care as my girlfriend."

give me a fairytale.

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i was traumatized. to my shock i realised there's a cat on top of my piano !! before i was goinG to leave my house for school, the cat practically stared at my with it's bloody cold stare. the thought of it gives me the chills. ran into mummy's room and screamed for help. mummy shoo-ed away the cat, and it ran away with hitting upon a piano key, " DANG!?!!" ....... i shivered. i am timid. I CRIED.

only one thought came into my mind -- wish he was here. AND I CRIED MORE.

i never wanted to be a cry baby. but it's the only thing i could do when i'm helpless and in fear. i fear alot of things, and i couldn't ecpect daddy to be always there for me. someone else has to take up the job. it would be tiring. but i hope u would take on the responsibility nonetheless. I KNOW U ARE TIRED ALREADY. I WOULD UNDERSTAND. i never wanted to be a difficult person. but it runs in my blood. JUST TAKE IT AS WHAT I AM WILL YOU?!?!?

his words hit on me real hard. yes, he is right, your best friend is right, i'm holding too tight on you. i'm afraid to let you go but and the same time, in the process of doing so, it backfires, and u're more distant than ever. my bad.

stomach flu is acting up again, persistent diahrroea in school is affecting my state of mind. i hate to admit it, but i'm weak. someone save me from vulnerability.

maybe someone just did.

maybe my fairytale has always been there but i did not receive. i'm sorry, crocodile boy.

Labels: down on luck

{ go to hell } 9:27 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

>>>

my day didn't start off well. woke up with a terrible stomache. suspected to be stomach flu. oh mans. *ouch*

thanks for jaclyn and ginny for being so nice to ask about me. i'm fine, just missed the class today. I'M GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. MASS pe session CANT BE MISSED !!

i'm afraid of relationships. darling. i am sorry. but u'll never understand the pain i felt in the past, and the fear i'm feeling right now.

fear engulfed the whole of my being, i've just seen a shadowy figure walking menacingly toward me... and now, it's on top of me already... it's that near...

before i know it, unconciously,

i've just cried a river.

{ go to hell } 12:09 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

>>> typical school day on 23 jan

school was hungry to start with, thus took a little snack to chemistry lecture ( oreo 's !! )

jaclyn and her tidbits ( sponsored by me =p)

my first time in the labs... i was facinated by the provision of equiptments !!

and a burette here which has a penis shape.., it's flimsy on the rubber part ( yellow segment)

urinating.. haha ( ginny drawing water out from burette)

seriously, i'm looking into the microscope.. (almost cried in school when i didn't know what teacher was talking about)

please don't laugh at me. cause i'm serious about my work, u shallow people.

when the wind blew hard, we sat back and enjoyed the breeze.

front view !

alright, enough of pictures.. well, today discussed upon a really interesting topic -- INDIANS CANNOT PRONOUNCE -th.. they pronounce with a 'd' sound rather than the supposed 'f' sound. it's not supposed to be racist or anything, but it's a fact.

evidence:

zahirah was pointing out this problem, and correcting shalini's wrong pronounciation. shalini didn't trust that "fourth " is supposed to pronounce "fofh", something like that. but shalini pronounced it as "fort" . "birthday" is pronounced as "bird-day".

totally hilarious.

so shalini decided to ask another classmate. she went, " how do you say 'fort' arh??" all of us broke out in laughter, "fort" just came to her too naturally. haha!!

{ go to hell } 9:42 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

>>>

darling, this is a sincere plea for you to get your food right away. will love you more than ever.

with love,

peiru

{ go to hell } 10:49 PM

>>>

my phone bill last month... a shocking 2059 messages, minus away my 900 free sms, i still had to pay $58.10. anyway, it's my dad's pocket being burnt, though i occasionally feel the pinch. haha.. . i was damn shocked la.. must conserve and control this month... shucks... total bill went up from usual $50 to $120... damn the sms..

something is protruding out of my bag.. very prominent..

it's these... audrey was like nudging me and calling , " peiru !! peiru !! " i thought what had happened... oh... it's just this... it hadn't come to my mind at that point in time that there were guys in our class..

quickly shut my bag close.. haha

sheldon eating cup noodles... not because we wanted to.. but these were the only option for foodstalls aunties had closed already.

it's sheldon and i !!! in school canteen... eating before we go for choir practise

{ go to hell } 10:49 PM

>>>

totally absurd. rushing my GP essay in the middle of the night. shouldn't have procrastinated earlier. shit it. arghh !! depriving me of sleep and i'm having my comprehension test tomorrow morning. i shall deliver. HUMPH !!!

Q: WHAT CAN WE DO TO SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT?

mankind, in order to allow themselves indulge inthe luxury of natural resources, such as wood to make furniture and metal for construction has directly impacted negatively on the environment, leavin the world in peril.

in a bid to develop the world into a place where people could live comfortably, humans have destroyed the environment in the process. cutting down of trees for wood has led to an increase of carbon dioxide, depleting the ozone layer drastically; exposing ourselves to the harmful Ultra-violet rays as well as melting the ice caps in the north pole, giving rise to sea levels which will eventually flood low lying areas.

besides, animal poaching will also jeopardise the ecosystem. hunting elephants for its ivory husks, sharks for it's fin to fix up a delicacy only affordable to the affluent and white tigers and bears for its exquisite fur, is forcing these poor animals into extinction which will ultimately have a dire impact on the ecosystem.

furthermore, exploitation of natural resources such as crude oil and mining of valuable minerals will pollute the earth. it will leave behind flammable substances and poisonous chemicals which will pollute the oceans. oil spils would also affect the ability of aquatic animals to respire, denying water birds the abilty to fly, resulting in death of these animals.

it is vital to attend to the critical dangers threatening our environment presently, but what is exactly the problem? is it the ignorance of man's activities that will subsequently cause detriment to mother nature? or did it result from man's eagerness to develop the world despite awareness of the ensuing complications our environment would encounter? whatever it is o the above possibilities, there is a similarity we can draw from the two statements -- there is a lack of sentience for our environment.

in the short run, we can impose laws to punish poachers, eventually keeping illegal killings of animals on the verge of extinction to a minimal. we can also restrict the people from cutting down trees, protect the endangered animals and make sure people adhere to procedures in handling a mine so as to minimise pollution.

following, the goverment can also increase prices of oil and water so that people will learn to conserve, for these are precious natural resources.

in the long run, education is essential to emphasize the importance to preserve our environment it is desirable to instill such knowledge since young. governments can incorporate these knowledge in their daily teachings at various education levels, so that when a child grows up, he/she would learn to conserve natural resources or even something as simple as not to litter for a simple act of littering, if perceived as insignificant for every being, cluttered litter accumulates to pollute the environment, it will also smear the beauty of mother nature.

in addition, reforestation is also helpful in restoring natural resources a tree takes several decades to mature and wood is highly valued for it's extensive usage, especially in the production of paper. thus, it is important that we start early in replanting them.

last but not least, we can find alternative sources of energy and make use of them.for instance, hydroelectricity or solar power in place of the conventional electricity directed from power stations to our homes. oil is largely utilised in making electricity it i less cost effective as compared to using hydroelectricity which makes use of water's stored kinetic energy and energy from the sun which is entirely cost free and does not pollute the environment at all as no burning is required, thus, no greenhouse gases are emitted into the atmosphere.

apparently, there are many solutions we could apply to salvage the damages we have inflicted upon the environment and as long as we start early, it's never too late to save our environment.

lousy essay i've written. no coherence if you really noticed, various problems are being mixed up wil one another. too much information sometimes and complicates my purpose for saying something. a weak conclusion for i have no idea what to write. point it out yourselves. i'm disappointed in myself for the time being. but time does not permit me to rewrite anyway. thankfully i wouldn't pass with a lousy grade. hopefully.

unfortunately it's time to slumber. again. dread the idea of waking up in the mornings. have to drag myself up. i wish someone would be there to harrass me even when the sky is dark, to make sure i wouldn't be late for schools and to make sure i, as a class chairperson of my dear class, do not have to start the trend of going for detentions and treat it like a cool thing to do in a bid to 'save face'.

{ go to hell } 1:35 AM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

>>>

went alone to buy these. my fateful day.

i just hate to go super markets alone,

it's meant as a twosome enjoyment.

it has been a gloomy day for me.

filled with negativities.

did i just mention ?

that melancholia had just set in.

{ go to hell } 7:19 PM

>>>

i'm am but sin itself.
evil comes to take in human form, i feel like i'm bring disaster to humanity.

i am a liability.

so much for saying so, i'm terribly sorry.
but i can't help it, i'm bleeding profusely.

i had just been a day's princess.
just like cinderella i am,

everything's turned to naught.

down in the cellar i cry,

desperately hoping for him to know why.

why am i in pain and agony.

his realisation would suffice.

then a suprise should come in right after

like a get one for one free deal.

but i've lost a thousands tears, a million hopes.

i shouldn't have pinned them so high up n the wall;

without knowing sooner or later it'll fall.

i'm perhaps just dull, naive to have thought of those,

suffering enough from unpleasant's dose.

once i was treated like a beautiful rose,

now, i'm but a rose with a billion woes.

{ go to hell } 5:59 PM

>>> late into the night

it's a quarter to 2 am in the morning, when i'm supposed to be sleeping, he just had to crack a brainless joke.

and i just had to document this.

chatting with jing kai, he suddenly asked me to help him think of a girl's name for his new born baby in the family i suppose.

chatting on msn, i bombarded him with some christian names, mostly ending with --line cause i thought it sounds feminine and nice !

i typed, " audrey, jeslyn, adeline, crystal, aline, caroline, ."

jing kai replied, " saline, " followed by , " haha".

i replied, " alkaline, "

he wittly, " methanol, " i was like NO LINK AT ALL !!

i went with the flow to type, " alcohol."

and then, what he replied next was super intelligent. i swear, i almost rolled on the floor laughing my ass off, he wrote, " cholestrol, " !!!!!!!!!!

i went, " ^*($&$%&*((*&^%@#$%"

HAHA.. SO FUNNY

{ go to hell } 1:45 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

>>> humans live like that

all the frustrations in the world gather.

and it picked me of all people; to haunt after.

i am exhausted,

finally got a minute to slumber.

"fat hope !" i heard a voice screaming in my head...

homework, school responsibilities is driving me to a corner.

i'm a blessed kid. under Mr daron's care. i had to ignore seng kang's advice for it seemed certainly 100% disturbingly disturbing. after all he knows daron better than i do. but i know my darling will deliver. i've got 200 % trust in you my dear.

after i did the math, it's 200 % - 100 % = 100 %

i trust you honey. i do.

after stating the 50 romantic things he did for me, i still got another list of stuff -- 50 things i like about him. wow. i could compile a book if i continue praising him.

but i just love praising you.

so what if it means to author a book? it's worth the time.

that persistent problem. vexatious. i'm losing appetite. losing faith. losing conciousness.

and people today are especially unfriendly. i don't know why. one of which affected me most was min han's girlfriend.

i came across the fact that min han was from Catholic high, thus i curiously asked through sms,

" sister, you really from catholic high school ar !!"

"i'm his gf.. ya, he was from tat sch. he ask you why?"

"hello, haha.. cause i was suprised he was from that school.. it's a special stream school eh.. how did he get in there? -_-"

"ya hi. he used to be catholic pri sch student tat y he can get tt sec sch so smoothly. anything else?"

" i see haha.. nothing else. enjoy yourselves ya.. good night to both of you..! and sorry if i disturbed ! just to clarify as well.. i got a boyfriend ! haha.. so don't get angry eh min han girlfriend ... =) "

"hmmm.. tat nth for me to be angry at. and y must u tell us u got a bf. we nt interested to noe also. nvm its ok. nitex."

w. t. f.

as a literature student, we study people relations and communications in ' silent' conversations, such as the example above. let me interpret it all to you.

1. (see 2nd reply, in green last words)

"............anything else?" ---------> suggests she is annoyed, she is slightly feeling a little frustrated with me cause i'm asking her BOYFRIEND A PATHETIC QUESTION.

2. (3rd reply in black, gigantic sized fonts, )

" hmm, tat nth for me to angry at........." --------> suggests she's trying very very very very hard to be magnanimous and ALLOW HER BOYFRIEND TO SMS ANOTHER GIRL. if she really didn't mind. why don't min han reply me himself. his girlfriend obviously wanted some control over this situation and assert her authority.

3. ( 3rd reply again, black gigantic size fonts, )

" and why must you tell us u got boyfriend, we not interested to noe also"

-------------> suggests she was desiring for an explanation before, but i had revealed it to her too soon. so she was trying to be nonchalant and be cool with the information she craved and desired for. gist : SHE WAS and IS INTERESTED.

4. ( 3RD REPLY AGAIN)

" nvm it's okay" --- > she's telling me i've disturbed them, simple interpretation.

5. (refer to 3rd reply again)
"nitex" -----> out of courtesy. she didn't mean to send it to me. and she probably just wanted to show she has a big roomy heart to allow her boyfriend to sms other girls. aggrandizing her authority. unfortunately it's not reaching me.

6. overview, assessment of whole text.
while one party ( rightfully me) is trying to be nice, the oppostion party is taking bloody advantage of the situation. bloody climbing on top of innocent's head. english is horrendous with outrageous spelling mistakes. relief sets in when realising basic sentence structure is still intact.

pissed off? i 'm not. but i PITY insecure people who're never good with counting their blessings.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.. good night honey.

{ go to hell } 11:43 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

>>> 18 january

from left to right : CYNTHINA, JESLYN, WENQI, WENDY, JASMINE, PRETTY ME, SHARON. ZUFU is right at the back, ZHANG lao shi smiling away happily.

IN THE BACKSTAGE AFTER PRESENTATION, A BUNCH OF PRETTTY LADIES AND a cheena hunk

presentation today. a bloody long speech. i was just happy that my audience did not interupt with their irritating chatters and laughters, of which is what i would do if i was the bored one down stage. 15 minutes of fame this morning drove me crazy for the past few days. extremely exhausted.

doing very well today except for the fact that i was very disappointed when Mr francis Tan was not taking us for math. also disapointed when mr george spencer was not taking us for literature. he would have been better. i think.

i was satisfied and most grateful i got a wonderful teacher for GP, chinese and chemistry though. haha.

hmm... hopefully i'll excel this year. i'm chionging !!!

{ go to hell } 10:33 PM

>>> a romantic talk -- everything about you

i need my guy to be romantic.

1. sending me to school everyday is romantic.

2. filling up my water bottle everyday for school is romantic.

3. washing my plates for me is romantic.

4. remembering almost every single thing about what i said is romantic.

5. to stroll to the nearest place to get me food is romantic.

6. telling me you miss me is romantic.

7. going to supermarkets to shop for stuff is romantic.

8. buying me chocolates is romantic.

9. looking at me with that passionate look is romantic.

10. cooking for me is romantic.

11. washing me clothes for me is romantic.

12. ironing my uniform for me is romantic.

13. saying sorry to me is romantic.

14. finishing up the food i've cooked for you is romantic.

15. praising me on a daily basis is romantic.

16. holding my hands tightly is romantic.

17. folding my clothes is romantic.

18. socialising with my siblings is romantic.

19. studying with me is romantic.

20. helping me find information when i needed it is romantic.

21. giving me support that i need is romantic.

22. saying i'm adorable is romantic.

23. hugging me close to you is romantic.

24. twirling my hair is romantic.

25. helping me put a plaster on my wounds is romantic.

26. accompanying me buy shoes is romantic.

27. running with me cross traffic lights is romantic.

28. carrying my heavy loads around is romantic.

29. opening tidbits for me is romantic.

30. covering blanket for me is romantic.

31. offering to apply antiseptic on my cuts is romantic.

32. appreciating me is romantic.

33. watching movies together is romantic.

34. planning our future together is romantic.

35. playing true or dare with each other is romantic.

36. reminding me stuff is romantic.

37. reading my blog every day is romantic.

38. check out my friendster daily is romantic.

39. wanting to know more about me is romantic.

40. feeding me like i'm a pig is romantic.

41. kissing my finger is romantic.

42. joking around is romantic.

43. telling me stories about your life is romantic.

44. listening attentively to me is romantic.

45. playing 'zui jin' is romantic.

46. singing in that hushed, shy voice is romantic.

47. smiling to me is romantic.

48. acting like a kid is romantic.

49. being guilty about not sending me to school one fine day is romantic

50. being afraid i'll leave you someday is romantic.

50 romantic things about you. u are everything.

:) and i'm sorry for my lousy attitude these days. must be PMS. forgive me please.

{ go to hell } 10:14 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

>>>

today is a happy day ! no lessons but only fun , fun and more fun !! we got dragon boating !! in kallang Singapore Dragon Boat Association.

but first we had a little picnic there. super alot of food la ! cupcakes, pandan cake, sea weed, sandwiches, bottles of 100 plus, minute maid, potato chips, chocolate crackers, tuna, noodles, b;ah blah... and even celebrated melissa's and Zahirah's birthday !!

Jaclyn wants her shot to be super spastic, i tried to accomodate her. typical CHIJ girl trying to take pictures. haha.

this is the prettier side of her and beautiful me. bloody cam whores !! haha..

picnic also so vain... P25s !! LOVE YA GUYS !!

dragon boating was uber fun ! got entirely wet in the water and also drenched in the rain! especially when we got a humourous INSTRUCTOR. we did not win the hanmper consisting of a 1.5 litre 100 plus lime flavoured ( the highlight of the cheapo goodie bag), some chocolate biscuits, potato chip kinda snack ....... however we weren't last in the inter class race either. =p

after that, daron picked me up from there. was a little pissed off with each other as we couldn't meet eye to eye on the place we are supposed to meet at. bloody kallang. haha..

sorry darling. :) u are magnanimous.

we then went lavender for a hawker treat. lovely food and highly addictive sugar cane makes me wanna go back there again. i'm still wondering why is the nearby police post called Kampong glam neighbour hood police post...

lived up every single second of my life. especially with you.

{ go to hell } 1:13 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

>>> saturday's always hectic

MY NEW ADIDAS SHOES !! go it in a hurry. i got only 30 mins to buy it. -_-'' . A $109 RASH BUY. GOT TO LEARN SOME FINANCIAL PLANNING.

and it's supposed to be red in colour, and i suppose i got a lousy camera..(pun was unintentional =)

on saturday, i woke up damn early la, just to do a speech preparation this coming thursday. hmm.. all the way from 9am to 3 pm.. i left the place early to accompany daron to RP. tiring man...

cam whoring again lar ... can't stand myself

Sophie and i in the computer lab, preparing for our thursday's speech. OH NO, i'm doing a presentation in front of the school for 10 mins !! my gog. it's my first time.. heh heh.. i'm capable. PEIRU, U CAN DO IT!

EVERYBODY BUSY AT WORK. hard work will be given due credit team mates.. :)

zHang lao shi and miss seng discussing our work...

hmm... like what he said. tai shang shi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong.. stupid presentation on moral values and what not. it simply bores the audience. Since i'm writing the speech myself, i'm gonna engage in interactive speaking. how am i gonna do that, i have my technique, don;t worry. but if it's disapointing, it's not my fault. YJcians, my speech is gonna be edited by our dear prncipal.. u should know what would happen. haha..

conversation with daron.. heh heh... sweet guy? no?

went to RP with daron straight after.. hmm.. people just go there for the goodie bag which only contatined a bottle of pathetic water and a super duper flimsy file which is as good as not keeping your paper in there. it dosent make much of a difference. haha..

{ go to hell } 12:40 AM