>>> humans live like that

i am exhausted,

finally got a minute to slumber.

"fat hope !" i heard a voice screaming in my head...

homework, school responsibilities is driving me to a corner.

i'm a blessed kid. under Mr daron's care. i had to ignore seng kang's advice for it seemed certainly 100% disturbingly disturbing. after all he knows daron better than i do. but i know my darling will deliver. i've got 200 % trust in you my dear.

after i did the math, it's 200 % - 100 % = 100 %

i trust you honey. i do.

after stating the 50 romantic things he did for me, i still got another list of stuff -- 50 things i like about him. wow. i could compile a book if i continue praising him.

but i just love praising you.

so what if it means to author a book? it's worth the time.

that persistent problem. vexatious. i'm losing appetite. losing faith. losing conciousness.

and people today are especially unfriendly. i don't know why. one of which affected me most was min han's girlfriend.

i came across the fact that min han was from Catholic high, thus i curiously asked through sms,

" sister, you really from catholic high school ar !!"

"i'm his gf.. ya, he was from tat sch. he ask you why?"

"hello, haha.. cause i was suprised he was from that school.. it's a special stream school eh.. how did he get in there? -_-"

"ya hi. he used to be catholic pri sch student tat y he can get tt sec sch so smoothly. anything else?"

" i see haha.. nothing else. enjoy yourselves ya.. good night to both of you..! and sorry if i disturbed ! just to clarify as well.. i got a boyfriend ! haha.. so don't get angry eh min han girlfriend ... =) "

"hmmm.. tat nth for me to be angry at. and y must u tell us u got a bf. we nt interested to noe also. nvm its ok. nitex."

w. t. f.

as a literature student, we study people relations and communications in ' silent' conversations, such as the example above. let me interpret it all to you.

1. (see 2nd reply, in green last words)

"............anything else?" ---------> suggests she is annoyed, she is slightly feeling a little frustrated with me cause i'm asking her BOYFRIEND A PATHETIC QUESTION.

2. (3rd reply in black, gigantic sized fonts, )

" hmm, tat nth for me to angry at........." --------> suggests she's trying very very very very hard to be magnanimous and ALLOW HER BOYFRIEND TO SMS ANOTHER GIRL. if she really didn't mind. why don't min han reply me himself. his girlfriend obviously wanted some control over this situation and assert her authority.

3. ( 3rd reply again, black gigantic size fonts, )

" and why must you tell us u got boyfriend, we not interested to noe also"

-------------> suggests she was desiring for an explanation before, but i had revealed it to her too soon. so she was trying to be nonchalant and be cool with the information she craved and desired for. gist : SHE WAS and IS INTERESTED.

4. ( 3RD REPLY AGAIN)

" nvm it's okay" --- > she's telling me i've disturbed them, simple interpretation.

5. (refer to 3rd reply again)

"nitex" -----> out of courtesy. she didn't mean to send it to me. and she probably just wanted to show she has a big roomy heart to allow her boyfriend to sms other girls. aggrandizing her authority. unfortunately it's not reaching me.

6. overview, assessment of whole text.

while one party ( rightfully me) is trying to be nice, the oppostion party is taking bloody advantage of the situation. bloody climbing on top of innocent's head. english is horrendous with outrageous spelling mistakes. relief sets in when realising basic sentence structure is still intact.

pissed off? i 'm not. but i PITY insecure people who're never good with counting their blessings.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.. good night honey.

{ go to hell } 11:43 PM

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...



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