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Monday, January 29, 2007
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i almost kissed it.. haha

my favourite cousin is gonna get it from me !!
he's angry that i haven't looked him up for ages


 missed those childhood days !!

 double cap sensation.. he thinks it's cool.. haha

i love him !!!
lousy face.. haha.. !!




phew, went home late at around 12am ++!! realised that cousin shuai was there! i was excited ! played piano with hijm while he sang, fortunately neighbours weren't complaining about our late night quality time.

we talked about girls and boys, talked about my miserable love life and his newest crush. i love my cousin mans... luckily i got someone to direct my attention to, and my extra time and affections.

day today with deline, daphne and anthony was fun. stupid stunts about running across the water fountain in bugis was crazy feats. i lost in scissors, paper stone and had to be retarded and all. haha.. had $4 jap ice cream of which i rather have my share of ben and jerry's. i'll just had to make do. jap green tea ice cream for a change. not to forget our dinner at some thai restaurant. nice food there !

got too much gossips and girl's stuff to catch up with deline. oh well.. there'll always be next time !! =). ant just had to keep daphne entertained.
day ended by sleeping late at 4am !! and wake up at 6.30am..

hell of a day. but i felt like in heaven, only for a time. i still missed you. =)




{ go to hell } 3:06 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!connections


martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
sarah
Seng kang
sharon
suhailah
thiam chye
w- pretty wan cheng
yong cai
yu jin
zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen
!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn