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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
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what a JC girl would do if she was super duper bored...

joel was taking it so easy.. hahas !!! comical la !!

celebrated joel's birthday together with arisa's. super fun. joined new class and teachers were quite okay. hmm.. i can't give bad impressions anymore. hahas... must be a studious, lovable student ! =p


slept and lazed around in bed. wasn't productive.. hahas.. my goeo project needs to be handed in badly.


{ go to hell } 1:30 AM


Monday, February 26, 2007
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dinner at banquet and these narcissist behavior after food is so the right thing to do to make way for food down the oesophagus and whatever digestion processes taking place in my stomach.





jeslyn and i , besties since china trip. she's got the nicest, friendliest smile ever. dunch'ya think so? love ya dearie !!




i'm doing kinda well in my new class, some sort of bonding with kiara and joshua. nice people !

{ go to hell } 11:15 PM

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to all the "small" people around me.
my posts are getting superficial and mundane, it's not as if life has not been great but it could be even better if i could choose the option of not living under wraps,

Only if i could live for myself.

bonus suprises comes along; thankfully the suffocating criticisms is making you looking lesser than u appear to be, putting me in a better light, making me much superior. i don't in the least need that anyway. your doings have backfired. i'm not happy that u are such a monster but, my condolences to people around you.

stop the small actions. =) highly appreciated.
u live far far away. though i don't get to see you everyday, u got to stop the hassle of harrassment. i close my case. ;)

cause' i'm forever happy. it would take you trillion of years to make me fall.
if you want to see me really down, try harder.

{ go to hell } 10:07 AM

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in the maglev train of Shanghai A wave of melanholia sweeps past and sets me thinking again.
i need to go back to the past again, to relive those memories impacting so deep in my life. it was only a 20 day trip yet so memorable. having the time of my life, and having the love of my life. i woud cry.

and i just did.

24 feb out in orchard was awesome. bring laughed at for not being able tip toe high enough to watch chingay roaming the well -lit bustling streets of orchard invited spasms of laughter from you. irritating but we enjoyed ourselves though. thank you bestie. got my shorts from 77-street. i need another one from 37 dregrees. that shorts was looking high class and waiting for me to grab it... heh heh...

that's anoher 75 bucks gone.
still have enough for a pair of shoes and few more tops !! yay ! =p

{ go to hell } 2:47 AM


Sunday, February 25, 2007
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23 feb !! went orchard after failing to apply for poly as registration had closed. well never mind then. went on to CK tangs to try on undergarments in these high class fitting rooms. kai wei and i .. jing still busy trying on ..hahas..
i myself got a $55 mango top . yay ! pretty ! bought kai wei her $69 as present. we love you kai wei. and the sales girl at MINK, recognised me straight away when i went back to collect the bag on the 24th.. haha.. " the pushing $$ to one another girl right??!!" hahas.. but i was too different in casual and uniform. luckily my face is one of a kind.
self obsession right now.

{ go to hell } 3:39 PM

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22nd feb 07
when i really needed someone, he was there !! thanks martin ! for accompanying me to TP apply for poly !!
treating me to bubble soy bean as compensation for being late. hahas. i know u didn't mean it. thanks for being so sweet anyway..


eating our western food nice !

after that, martin went his friend's house bai nian and i went to century square to find jessica and yee koon came down to accompany us !! my friends are all scattered around singapore i swear. hahas.

bought a top from pepper plus, one from flower power, and 2 abercrombie t shirts !!

i got all the cheap deals .. woooh oo !!~~ yippee !! all thanks to my ang pow $$ it's ever flowing. i get it from the weirdest relatives some of which i never heard before ! haha. went home very late. decided not to go school tomorrow =p


{ go to hell } 3:25 PM

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17 feb 2007


in 2nd aunt's house celebrating chinese new year !~!! yay !! ang pow super alot ar !! won't tell ya how much.. but it's more than enough for 3 months of pocket $$ i swear.. it's get better by the year i swear.. haha... and so i went super alot of shopping !!!


steam boat !!
cousin's and bingeing lot !!

rest are watching tv.. enjoy life mans....
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21 feb do CIP in yishun..
in school i gave you a card.. =p love ya ! but i got to change class.. sad sia.. damn sad.


and when i feel like crying, i cam whore in toilets.. weird habit.. haha
taking food for elderly..

{ go to hell } 2:53 PM

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JOGATHON DAY , 16 FEB !! HON REN LA... WOKE UP LATE.. IN THE END I ALSO LATE, STARTED 7.45 AM , REACHED THERE AT 9.15 AM !! CHILL AROUND , ACTUALLY WANTED TO CELEBRATE JOEL'S B'DAY... BUT IN THE END, EVERYONE HAD TO GO HOME. in the end left with jeslyn and i !! woo hoo ~~!!





dinner at ramen ten..




we ate everything !!

i'm at ramen ten !! not in the MRT !! haha


jeslyn bought 2 pair of shoes, a topshop top, a necklace.




i bought a top from forever 21 and a necklace to go with it, plus a tube net.. yay !! $$$ gone !


i still got chinese new year back up.. =p

something extraodinary happened to me !! for me to know and for u to find out ! only besties know. love ya !


{ go to hell } 2:39 PM

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bouquet of long lasting paper roses, hopefully termites won't get to it though. *laughs*

14 feb 07 ' filled with lots of love and prezzies. these little gifts made my day, especially when it comes most unexpectedly.
and this year, it came along with something i love most.
it's a special year. with a special unexpected gift. and the gift i love most.
along with the confessions a few days ago. should i go ahead? u're real..


{ go to hell } 2:24 PM

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13 feb is going to IKEA in tampines with jun wen and jaclyn !! in the bus, we openede the door ourselves but bus uncle didn't know, he was so agitated that someone opened the door i swear. lalal ~~~ guilty ?? a little.. never mind...


super suah ku can? condiments in moo moo~~ milking system form..


jun wen aspire to become CEO of IKEA and remove all mirrors self obsessed beings.. like us


buay ta han !!

had super duper lots of fun again !! why is my life so fun !? tell me can?? !!! haha


{ go to hell } 2:11 PM

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12 feb 2007 in wisma atria jac and i in republic toilet saw kai wei when we were shopping for ginny's valentine's present !!!
pretty !!






{ go to hell } 1:51 PM

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today is CVD DAY , 10 FEB, THE GUYS ARE CARRYING SPONGEBOB TO SCHOOL !!

MARTIN IS PAYING $5 FOR THROWING AT ME !! I JUST HAD TO SACRIFICE

MARTIN AND COUSIN SHUAI HAVING FUN AIMING ME.. =(

I PULLED JACLYN IN, THAT'S WHAT BEST FRIENDS ARE FOR U KNOW, IDIOT SHUAI, SPLASH WATER AT ME, HE NOT WASTING EVEN A DROP OF WATER I SWEAR

ME ATTENDING TO KIDS, I'M DOING MY JOB K..

BROUGHT KAI, JING AND SHUAI TO C4, CHIT CHAT FOR HOURS !! HAHA.. I TOU LAN.

best friends and cousin, *muacks* love ya guys !!

jac and i !

this is how everything looks like

i got an unexpected present ! from ...

faith !! wendy !! u're so sweet my dear ..

9 balloons from hon ren !! but i gave one to jaclyn, chien lan and chien lan's friend ... so i'm down with 6 , share the joy !!

a rose from him too !

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today i really enjoyed myself. had fun going around the funfair.. felt so remembered by my dearies.... awwww.... i'm a happY person. after CVD, my cousin came from orchard to pick me up !! so i didn't leave with HR. WENT TO COUSIN HOUSE FOR STEAM BOATING !! WOO HOO~~~~!!!


IN COUSIN'S PLACE SING SONG TALK COCK PLAY MAHJONG... SUPER FUN DAY CAN??!!

super nice food from the pot and pan


{ go to hell } 11:09 AM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn