dinner at banquet and these narcissist behavior after food is so the right thing to do to make way for food down the oesophagus and whatever digestion processes taking place in my stomach.
jeslyn and i , besties since china trip. she's got the nicest, friendliest smile ever. dunch'ya think so? love ya dearie !!
i'm doing kinda well in my new class, some sort of bonding with kiara and joshua. nice people !
{ go to hell } 11:15 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn