Sunday, February 04, 2007
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"while u slog your way in the sea, i wait patiently at home for your honoured return like an old lady."
i used to say that, but now i don't. it had been only a few hours before i realised you're not that great as i've viewed you afterall.
at least i've got super caring friends and a wonderful family and relatives. i 've pulled myself out of that bottomless pit long ago. and like i said, it's easy for me to forget about you. =)
i used to say i miss you. and i won't deny i really did. neither will i destroy evidences of my longing for you in here. but whatever it is, i have nothing to hide while you're always acting like some thief, hiding around the corner stealthily, doing things which are not morally approving.
i thought i would be sad. but i'm far from feeling despondent and grieved.
maybe mummy was right. at this age, before u guys go for NS, u're all BOYS. let me quote ginny,
" all these childish childish thing gotta stop .. "
i could still laugh at the fact that you was with her yesterday.. haha.. =p
at the end of the day, you guys wouldn't last, so why should i care much?
u'll end up with nothing.
{ go to hell } 1:33 PM