Monday, March 26, 2007
>>>
day started off on a bad note. and i wonder how long this unfortunate curse is gonna uplift it's mentally challenging spells.
first, there were no buses coming my way, despite my early arrival at the bustop only to find a slight jamming at the causeway. i'm LATE therefore. scurried to school with fear of meeting the big character, GANESH, as my skirt is not of appropriate length. taking my time to make sure i arrive school after G has left the podium, and is out of sight. yes i made it, but another incident bode ill.
two, betrayal from FAT BITCH ELIZABETH. need i make myself more clear? a day on drowsy pills had invited unecessary wastage of time having to see teacher about sleeping in choir practise. my fault for not clearing the air. but then again, i was TOO WEAK to do so. BRAINLESS COMPLAIN QUEEN, u hypocrite, NO WONDER U'RE LABELLED A
FAT BITCH. it's RIGHTFULLY YOURS.
three, constant neglience. i won't bother to elaborate further. claims about going home early to study for mock chemistry SPA, ended up in a pack of lies -- loitering around in northpoint, ended up sleeping soundly in bed. EVEN efforts to wake u up from your sleepy state turned to naught because of your 99.99 % reluctance to improve yourself. explanations? u've been robbed completely of that. I would hear nothing. NOTHING FROM YOU IS VALID. where is the change in you as promised?
four, all the problems were aggravated as i thought of yesterdays, gravational pull of emotions were so great, tugging so ferociously at my heart strings. how i want to be forever fifteen, when i could enjoy my golden teenage years without having to face the big 'O's. and enjoy my company of four, jia min, jing jing and kai wei. my best buddies accompanied by true friendship that woud last for a lifetime.
then again, if my life was stagnant at that, i would'nt have the chance to meet martin, hui qing, ginny and gang, jaclyn, and those who made a difference in my school life. or even my boy, who is the best thing that can happen to me in my stay in YJC though there were many occasions when i was agitated, still, i could not deny my best moments were spent with him.
my valentine's celebrations, new year celebrations, and many more celebrations which might take place in time to come, will become special not because of the occasion itself, but by the people. Oh, am i still gonna complain? i hope not :)
{ go to hell } 10:00 PM
