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Sunday, April 15, 2007
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woke up. wash up. eat breakfast-lunch for free. LOL.

had bubble tea as usual with the remaining tapioca to be bullets shooting at cars we hate most, passers-by and the innocent wall that's too innocently white.

boyfriend had a hair cut, spent a fast 30 mins cutting his hair while i took a stroll in shop and save making sure i'm aware of current prices of household goods. it'll come in handy when i become a housewife at a later phase of my life. its always best to start early. :)

as much as i hate to be a housewife, i'd do anything that'll please my spouse, or rather, my mother-in-law? LOL.

took a short nap. i didn't want to but couldn't help it. wasted 2 hours. wasted 2 hours that was meant for studying together. waking up to The Last Samurai. lousy show. but New Police Story was "WOW !!"
lately had been dreaming about the past. disturbing. i hate it. why? it's a nightmare.

{ go to hell } 11:13 PM


Friday, April 13, 2007
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today we've got our Project Work results !! :) i'm kinda happy, though i'm not in the minority of 24 excellent ones, at least i managed to get a double B in my cert already. lol. way to go peiru ! though it's anpther year in jc, i'm doing pretty fine except for the rushing through of homework and frequent quarrelling triggered by stress. consider the plate tectonic analogy my dear. sorry :)
okay, i saw my name in arisa's blog !! haha.. okay, thanks for the compliment for being a potential housewife. but deep inside i wish i were the career women and my husband taking on the role of a housewife. i don't want to become aunties. i hate the thought of that. hmm... maybe.... heh s... hon ren is eligible to the the man-at-home?? nevermind. (i can already hear him giving me a run down for insulting his masculin ego LOL... )
went swimming yesterday. merely 9 laps. oh well, only had 30 mins then the rain came pouring down real heavily, until i started breathing in rainwater when i surfaced to respirate, only then i decided to come out of the water. waited for boyfriend to pick me up as rain went pitter patter like watermelons drpopping from the sky. ( WATERMELONS? WHAT A HYPERBOLE !! LOL )
tired and worn out. it always felt good feeling weak and allowing myself into your embrace. because i know i have a permanent cot. how many people have the luxury of it? i'm counting my blessings. so should you :) if u don't have it? think of the times where he had once done something sweet. it always helps.
and i managed to chiong through my economics essay. PRAISE ME :)

{ go to hell } 3:45 PM


Monday, April 09, 2007
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blogger sucks.

{ go to hell } 10:37 PM


Friday, April 06, 2007
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friday was heavens, our 4m2 outing. though aliens like vincent and qi yuan was unfamilar, at least i knew their very presence in marsiling sec. hahas.
let the pictures do talking. i'm lazy to type. our outing @ east coast. :)
munching on my subway cookie on the way to east coast !! :) i swear i jumped to the sky when my darling gave me his share. haha. =p
then we stopped at a coffee shop to buy food.
the guy forever mistaken as my boyfriend. i don't want to commit incest i swear. haha.
jing jing and kaiwei. we went cycling altogether . jia min pang seh again !! :(
resting at bedok jetty :)

saw this cute thing on our way back. its promoting skating. i'm more interested in this yellow thing than i am in skating. haha
fire breaking out in marina south steamboat eatery. wow !! :) i've come to realise it's pretty common to have little fires breasking out.
i don't look greedy do it? the heat is getting me so hot and red. haha. i peeled prawn for jing and kai and my pretty cousin. i'm sooooo nice :).
the hunkies with us :) (only those who stayed throughout the day. my poor cousin had lots of time to spare. he quit his job, forgoing a $350 over pay because he was seriously harrassed by a gay manager in bossini. DON'T WORK THERE GUYS. lol.
we didn't go home after east coast outing. we went to eat steamboat from 7 to 9 ++ then went to woodlands civic centre to chill for 2 hours @ macdonalds. all the way from morning 10.30 till midnight 0030. FUN DAY. without my bunny, i did not feel empty but rather, i guess i just have to learn to be independent. JUST IN CASE. :) he's also outside having loads of fun with his classmates. i so love the respect for our privacy among the two of us. way to go !! =) loves my bunny so much !!

{ go to hell } 3:27 PM


Thursday, April 05, 2007
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i've suddenly thought of something and i guess i had to take it down here.
here's what came to my mind -- boyfriends who aren't interested in your everyday life is not worth to be with, because if they couldn't be bothered, it just simply means they're not interested.

so my conclusion is, i'm glad for the frequent peeping into my inboxes checking out for my new appointments with old friends, new friends and also, checking out my blog when u remember to; of which u always do. =)

talked to arisa just now and realised we had so much in common. WE CAME FROM THOMSON ROAD BAPTIST KINDERGARTEN. woo hoo ~~ best moments of childhood spent there. and her sister and my brother's friends got some connections. omg omg omgomg.. i just can't stop the bitchy-ness and the high-ness when we talked about it. i shouted and exclaimed in extreme surprise in canteen today. i swear i made people turn their heads. haha !!

sorry for flaring up with you today. and thanks to boyfriend for kope-ing hershey's kisses from your math teacher and i'm sure u liked my little gift from me too.

thanks for the gift from heaven. no doubt, u are the gift. :)


{ go to hell } 12:55 AM


Monday, April 02, 2007
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okay, i know i haven't been regular in blogging. but can't help it.


called off our supposed midnight food scouting pact. Mc coupons no longer valid as of 28 march. no cheapo deals, no macdonalds in the middle of the night. no romatic midnight walks to 888 but replaced by a good night's sleep and relieve from not putting on those extra pounds if i were to consume burgers and fries altogether. to make it worse, vanilla milkshakes that only slim people can afford to binge on.

that's for saturday night.

got a new love -- watching "my lovely samsoon" a korean serial that made me go wailing and weeping and grieving. i've chiong-ed all of it within 3 days. not very impressive but i would call it an achievement for i had forgone homework and revision during this weekend. OF WHICH I SHOULD NOT BE DOING SO.

:) i see the effort in waking up early just to be in time for train and a precious walk with me to school. appreciated. LOVES.


{ go to hell } 12:04 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn