:)

Friday, June 29, 2007

>>> relive moments during the holiday :)

IN A POSH CONDOMINIUM ALONG ROADS OF ORCHARD..10/06/07

BIRTHDAY GIRL'S HUI XIN !

THIS ANG MOH KID IS CUTE ! HUI XIN'S COUSIN.. HAPPY FAMILY:)

HOW I WISH HE'S MINE.. WAHAHA.. FORGET BOUT THE PINK GUY

SLIGHTLY BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS, HOSTING OF CHINA EXCHANGE TRIP STUDENTS. IN THE NAME OF YJC 28/04/07 ---06/05/07.

A TRIP INSIDE OF S'PORE SPORTS SCHOOL

INSIDE THE HOSTEL, HERE'S WHAT IT'S LIKE

A LOOK OUTSIDE THE WINDOW..

IN THE GUESTS'S ROOM..WHERE ALL THE CHINA BUDDIES GATHER

IN SENTOSA, IN LINE FOR A LUGE RIDE. other pictures are not available but breathtaking sights up the sky tower is still vivid and alive in my head =p. meals for the day is provided. yipee !

{ go to hell } 3:53 PM

>>> MANGING EXAMS

today's the last day of block tests. i never felt so confident like now. i guess that's because i'm improving. i took some time to understand how my friends were coming along. i read blogs and had miny chats. i realised all of them had the same thing to moan about -- exams. they felt the stress levels intensify, only to go beyond their limits of tolerance. i understood them.

i believe it's the same with everyone, i felt everything last year.

1. when it's time to study, mr procrastination spoils plans

2. -then, ms temptation allures you to amazing cartoons( pokemon rocks !),

-dramas capable of making you cry a river (oh ! channel 8 has a new hit -kinship!) ,

-DOTA (i see my brothers 24/7 on it),

-maple story( outdated -_-'') ,

-MSN, friendster, blog (ahh - ha !),

-new recommendation from a friend to read novels, The Straits Times,

-a little trip to town for shopping(guilty),

-NYDC, Cafecartel, boyfriend/grlfriend, parties( guilty), .

-chit chats over the phone with friends...

3. start to indulge in self deceit -- " oh! i stil have 2 weeks to study, NEVERMIND LAH ! START TOMORROW STILL GOT TIME! "

4. when it comes to the last week, start to panic, complain ! . ... shout the word out loud , " I VERI STRESS ARH !" in an almost terrified-but-pompous tone, like it was a proud thing to be stressed, like it was something to relate yourself to others with ( you know others will be in the same sinking boat).

5. finally here comes the exam, the wretched emotions mounting when u realised more than half the paper is foreign to you, a quarter seems like you've seen it somewhere, one-eighth you know that u can answer it only if you studied for it , another eighth u feel that u are able to do it but weren't sure of the answer of which some might be wrong....

haha !!! but it's easy if you're able to purify your mind ( at least during exam periods), put away all mundane affairs and concentrate, i believe u'll succeed friend! :)

so ginny and zhi qiang, arisa and hon ren and kai heng and kiara and josh and etc....

lets work hard together and walk out of this damned school with straight As in our cert, prior to that thank the teachers who gave you the knowledge.

As for those who gave us a difficult time and doubted your ability and intelligence, hold it right in front of their face, behold their stunned expressions, stare at them as if they were criminals in jail, give em' a smirk and laugh at their folly and shallow minds, then appreciate the moment of triumph u've gained for yourself, take a second look at that teacher now wallowing in his/her mother's comfort, begging for your forgiveness on their knees for overlooking a quality student of astonishing calibre, then try to control your exploding sense of euphoria by pressing your lips tight, even after much discipline you still cant stand it but to let out the repressed feelings be announced to the world that u've done your family, friends and yourself proud.

(P.s hatred for teachers should not be reflected in violent acts, and for people like kai heng who feels like throwing a last ' fuck you ' to any one of them, it's not advisable as u don't know what mr ganesh is capable of)

HAHA !!!! ......... tell me i can be lamer than this... LOL...

{ go to hell } 2:45 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

>>> lost my touch??

after what seemed eternity i finally found my instrument to be working again, to allow me continue to get in touch with the world and of course, friends whom i do not meet up with on a daily basis.

thank god my computer is back.

however, i seemed to have lost my touch with the key board, typing absently somethingsomthing. CORN instead of .COM. watching too much of tee-vee and wasting my day on a bed might just be the perfect reason why my brain's getting rusty.

and block test is just 3 days away. boyfriend is not helping alleviate the burden. :(

why not just indulge in some breathtaking pictures i've taken during my abscence for say, 2 months??

maybe not today. after blocks i guess.

mood swings are dreadful.

reality, worse.

expecting the future, WORST.

{ go to hell } 9:38 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

>>>

Life has been great these days, i enjoy all the food scouting in the middle of the night, only to find oreo mini's and laoker waffles to doctor our growling stomachs.

playing playstation conquering the levels of Crash bash until we vomit blood and laugh till we drop, all the way until 7.30am the next morning, welcoming the very first streaks of sunlight on our still-not-yet sleepy faces and yawning with a horrendous odor resulting from dry, bacteria broken down overnight gaps.

kissing as a sign of our victory to the game, not to forget the traditional way to hi-five each other and smiling throughout the day.

that's for boyfriend part.

meet-ups with kai wei and xian for shopping trips, and jing jing tomorrow for a photo-shoot session would be heartwarming. looking forward to going to a condominium along the roads of orchard for a birthday party to celebrate hui xin's 19th year. getting caught up with gossips and latest movies of johnny depp-- POC. discussing story lines of charlie and the chocolate factory with school mates. celebrating jessica's birthday with koon. i got all the bestest friends in the world.

especially the k box trip with martin, hui qing and zhi xiang. WOW.!!! duper fun can??

please don't be jealous of me

{ go to hell } 1:50 PM

!about me

name:apple mei

~~wishlist~~
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...

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!connections

martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
sarah
Seng kang
sharon
suhailah
thiam chye
w- pretty wan cheng
yong cai
yu jin
zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen

!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn