Friday, June 29, 2007
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MANGING EXAMS
today's the last day of block tests. i never felt so confident like now. i guess that's because i'm improving. i took some time to understand how my friends were coming along. i read blogs and had miny chats. i realised all of them had the same thing to moan about -- exams. they felt the stress levels intensify, only to go beyond their limits of tolerance. i understood them.
i believe it's the same with everyone, i felt everything last year.
1. when it's time to study, mr procrastination spoils plans
2. -then, ms temptation allures you to amazing cartoons( pokemon rocks !),
-dramas capable of making you cry a river (oh ! channel 8 has a new hit -kinship!) ,
-DOTA (i see my brothers 24/7 on it),
-maple story( outdated -_-'') ,
-MSN, friendster, blog (ahh - ha !),
-new recommendation from a friend to read novels, The Straits Times,
-a little trip to town for shopping(guilty),
-NYDC, Cafecartel, boyfriend/grlfriend, parties( guilty), .
-chit chats over the phone with friends...
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3. start to indulge in self deceit -- " oh! i stil have 2 weeks to study, NEVERMIND LAH ! START TOMORROW STILL GOT TIME! "
4. when it comes to the last week, start to panic, complain ! . ... shout the word out loud , " I VERI STRESS ARH !" in an almost terrified-but-pompous tone, like it was a proud thing to be stressed, like it was something to relate yourself to others with ( you know others will be in the same sinking boat).
5. finally here comes the exam, the wretched emotions mounting when u realised more than half the paper is foreign to you, a quarter seems like you've seen it somewhere, one-eighth you know that u can answer it only if you studied for it , another eighth u feel that u are able to do it but weren't sure of the answer of which some might be wrong....
haha !!! but it's easy if you're able to purify your mind ( at least during exam periods), put away all mundane affairs and concentrate, i believe u'll succeed friend! :)
so ginny and zhi qiang, arisa and hon ren and kai heng and kiara and josh and etc....
lets work hard together and walk out of this damned school with straight As in our cert, prior to that thank the teachers who gave you the knowledge.
As for those who gave us a difficult time and doubted your ability and intelligence, hold it right in front of their face, behold their stunned expressions, stare at them as if they were criminals in jail, give em' a smirk and laugh at their folly and shallow minds, then appreciate the moment of triumph u've gained for yourself, take a second look at that teacher now wallowing in his/her mother's comfort, begging for your forgiveness on their knees for overlooking a quality student of astonishing calibre, then try to control your exploding sense of euphoria by pressing your lips tight, even after much discipline you still cant stand it but to let out the repressed feelings be announced to the world that u've done your family, friends and yourself proud.
(P.s hatred for teachers should not be reflected in violent acts, and for people like kai heng who feels like throwing a last ' fuck you ' to any one of them, it's not advisable as u don't know what mr ganesh is capable of)
HAHA !!!! ......... tell me i can be lamer than this... LOL...
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