There's some car boot fair in YJC, what i mean by a car boot sale? it's literally a CAR BOOT sale of 2nd hand merchandise by teachers for fund raising. hahas, my honny bought me a little something. shhhh... it's a secret. hehs. .=p

thereafter, jia min decided not to ,meet me up, her classes ended very late and said she was tired. OH MANS, as usual, i found my own entertainment. to NAT 'S house ! movie marathon !!! watched dead silence, evan almighty( which i slept through more than half of it) and DISTURBIA......... ( go nat house disturb him.. LOL) and throughout, i kept eating non stop, jap cuttle fish, macdonald's fries, kickapoo, peach tea, sprite, marks and spencer's biscuit .... hehs.. i'm so like a pig i swear.

at night, oh my god, i betrayed my best friend just as how i thought someone was a close friend to me betrayed me. KNN..... i'm so angry can...

hon ren is at my house now. ate herbal chicken and we still have a slice of ice cream cake leftovers from my brother's birthday on the 29th. oh, and i didn't wish him at all. LOL, lousy sister right =(

i feel like such a failure at everything. =( maybe i should just buy a zip and sew it onto my mouth. forever don't talk. maybe that'll improve my writing at the same time.. HMMM...

had literature night today, where there's dramatic plays, and poetry recitation. cool.

went to kiara's house to make cookies ! ard 7pm and had a sumptuous dinner with her parents. got honey garlic marinated chicken wings, fish, fish balls and vegetables. so delicious right?!!

take a closer look! is it realistic ? =) does it loook like those of subway cookies? hehs...went home pretty late today. i thought it was all over between us. but u always had your way of making me smile. though not so frequent nowadays, but i certainly fell into one of your many tricky tricks, which never failed to surprise+shock+amuse me.

anyway, yesterday i had a really bad day. this fugly slut,

this one, is heniously borne, a hedious creature, i wonder why her parents released her out to scare the mass. i thought she was a school janitor at first, and i laughed at her for bringing a La Senza paper bag. HUH! an old lady, with her hormones still raging? maybe she's still trying hard because her husband is impotent. she's so shallow, i was doing my homework in her class, and she ranted, " you arh, do other work in my class, u believe or not later i confiscate then u 'll know" KNN, U FUCKING RELIEF TEACHER, HOPE U BOUGHT YOUR COFFIN, FOR YOUR KIDS AND HUSBAND THAT IS. U ARE SO STUPID, CANT I BE COPYING THINGS ON THE BOARD?? IF U HAVEN'T SEEN PROPERLY DON'T ACCUSE PEOPLE AND SPOIL MY DAY ESPECIALLY.

EFFING slut, she's too ugly to sell her body along geylang, even if she shows herself, nobody wants her. KNNBCCB........ (mailto:*&^%$#@&^%$#@*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U ARE SO DESPERATE, IF U CAN'T GET YOUR STUDENTS TO LISTEN TO YOU, REFLECT ON YOURSELF INSTEAD OF BLAMING IT ON YOUR STUDENTS. i'm positively, definitely innocent. KNN. FUCK. LUCKILY U'RE NOT AS HOT AS TAMMY, NOBODY WANTS YOUR PICTURE I POSTED HERE.

i swear her lack of emphathy and symphathy and all her social skills is gonna cause your downfall beware, you will not come to a good end... cb..... i'm so fucking angry. but thanks to nicole, ruishan, kiara, laura, ginny and everybody who bothered to calm me down. i swear if i wasnt cool enough i could have hurled abuse and throw a chair to help her go to hell faster....BAD MOOD...

--- the end--- *phew

but first, before i get my share of those fun times, i'll be deprived of them until i have finished serving detention.

can u see how hardworking we are? we're so enjoying ourselves, yeo's chrysanthemum, longans i brought from home, and ginny's nuggets(she finished it).

after detention, we happily pack up and leave for orchard!!. there's a floorball competition and our friends are participating in it (Nicole and zahirah) ;) so cool right ~!

jaclyn and i ! i'm gonna be a substitute for them =)

here comes jeremy in his nike polo t and bermudas and sandals.. along the roads of orchard, yes.. he's got a fuck face right? hahas! ginny, say 'ya'.. hahas..!!! so we set off to heeren's 77th street, where ginny and zahirah did piercing at the top of their ear.. so cool ! zahirah and ginny kept praising nicole afterwards, saying she's got magic hands, because they squeezed her hands and felt as if they had all the strength and courage in the world to do anything.. LOL..so COOL... after we left heeren, it's jac's turn to pierce her 's .. here's my jaclyn, see? look at the silver one, i forgot what's that called..

i missed my jac so much ! =( how i wished we're still in the same class, nevermind, i'm joining Biopolis with you guys this tuesday ! all thanks to jac for asking ms pam ong to allow me go ! u rock !

after we left cine, nicole did something so touching. she saw this old skinny lady, so haggard and inconspicuous, sitting on the kerb, waiting for a good samitarian to save her from hunger and she just got it ! nicole, without thinking, she took her wallet and grabbed a chunk of notes from there and handed it to her, MY GOD, she's so nice, i wouldn't have noticed the old lady if she hadn't done that.. i'm so damn touched by her act of kindness.. aww...

we waved goodbye to jac and nicole, and there's only jeremy, ginny and zahirah.. we walked past takashimaya and saw this couple, making a big commotion. the lady struggled to break free from this guy, supposedly her husband, she tried to run, but she rolled on the floor, trying to run away from his clutch. in the process, even her tudong came out. i felt so disturbed, i wished i could do something to help, but even if i did went up to them, what can i do? all the four of us still discussed on what to do. but it's their own domestic problem, there's limitations to what we are capable of. so we just walked solemnly and felt so disturbed after that, wondering what would happen to them...

thereafter, we went to newton circle to eat !! stupid jeremy claim it's just a 7 and a half minutes walk from far east plaza.... fuck him la.. hahas, on the way, zahirah, ginny kept cursing non stop. i was tired but i didn't complain, so jeremy said i was his only "TRUE FRIEND" HAHAS!!! fuck you jeremy... in school u kept teasing me i got no friend.... hahas, now u no friend.. LOL....

zahirah , me and jeremy doing the see no evil , say no evil and hear no evil stunt ! hahas!!

that's e end ! went home, i'm so tired.. i wished i had somebody to lean on. and my foot felt a sharp pain while walking... it's that same old spot, i think i can't delay my op anymore.. =) it's gonna be in november.. oh no.. i hope it dosen't hurt a bit .. i'm scared.. KNN #$%^&*()_$%^&*(.

we do all the stupidest things! this is what kiara drew, and so i said, "tell me it's a peanut.." she replied, " no, it's a pile of shit".
-_-''. JC PEOPLE GOT NOTING BETTER TO DO ! i swear.... and this is our dear econs teacher, i mistook her for my school's janitor ! hahas! sorry 'cher !

and joshua 's so funny, this route is a shortcut to yishun MRT station, while we walked past, there's this stench, and given that the path was so uneven, josh commented," i feel like i'm walking in a 3rd world country!"

this is josh and kiara!

reached ikea at 4pm, so i began to prepare myself to be a housewife... i'm cooking for my darling !!! potential housewife right? haha !

my girlfriend and i having a romanttic dinner ! tyron's(kiara's bf) so gonna kill me!! hahhas!(drawers and cupboards programmed to open and close with devices)

apparently these two had never seen technology before...... hahas!no josh ! put that down immediately ! hahas! so suggestive right??peek -a - boo !

oh, i'm actually married ! hahas!

kiara baby ! i know u want it! (i'm expecting a call from tyron now, he's gonna so beat me up ! hahas)

we're so photogenic ! oh no!

we look so cute in that baby thing ! haha!

my prince charming...

glorifying the expansiveness, vastness, spaciousness of IKEA!

i want this red table.. it's only $$45 .. get me this !

our maria for the whole day, thanks josh !

okay, as you can see, we bought alot of stuff, i bought 2 jars, i'm gonna give Yi Xian one, cause i remember 3 years ago, she wanted a candy jar.. :) and i bought plastic tumblers too ! and a waste paper basket for kiara's present ! kiara bought jars too, and gift boxes... so many things, maria is helping us sort it out..

we were extremely exhausted, and i thought our enthusiasm established from the start had started to decline, but josh and kiara just had to make me laugh another time !

this was how it went, u know, the shutttle bus service which serves between tampines and IKEA, is apparently FREE-OF-CHARGE. but, to my horror, JOSHUA WENT TO TAP HIS CARD . he didn't notice that that whole bus was sniggering at his stupidity already.

TO MY SECONDARY HORROR, KIARA THOUGHT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE MACHINE AND TAPPED HER CARD ...

HAHA!!! i swear i laughed so loud!!!! so embarrassing ! hahas... can't stand them! they're so the light of my life!

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baby, if only you were here...

{ go to hell } 9:25 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

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lets start with yesterday. ginny gotta go ! she's so mean but hilarious !

here's how the story goes, Gauwri, this indian girl, upon seeing arisa having the same phone as her, she excitedly says, " eh ! i got the same phone as you ! "

ginny replied sarcastically, " ya, celebrate...."

hahas ! i swear it's so funny.

oh, and i'm so taken aback by the approval i get from my friends, i get praised when i throw vulgarities when i'm really angry and i 'm labelled cute when i curse people. OH MY GOD ! the encouragement gotta stop ! hahas ! all the influence in the wrong way !
day was hectic, i could hardly stop to take my breath. i'm so looking forward to my later part of the afternoon to meet up with ginny, farah and arisa in casurina ! hey it rhymes ! hahas. yuup, and so, here's what we ate, 2 milky, 2 cheese, 2 plaster and eh, a plate of mee goreng. i got so disturbed by the name of the mee goreng, -- mee goreng mutton lembu.

so i asked farah, 'where;'s the mutton?' she replied, no, there's no mutton in the first place, that mutton lembu means 'egg' I'M SO BAD AT GETTING IT, THEN WHY IS IT CALLED MUTTON ? GOTTA GO RIGHT? this is ginny and arisa, there, ginny is the black one.. LOL ! the racist attitude gotta go ! ya, i'm the whiter one, haha !!! right now ! this retarded prata boy is the ambassador of where we ate, so cute right?!

and my friend, jing kai, i was so bored i begged for entertainment. he asks, ' why cant indians eat chocolate?'

i said ' cause it's considered cannibalism' I THOUGHT I WAS SMART ! but he said 'wrong'

OKAY, so the answer was 'cause they'll bite their fingers!'
SO RACIST !

Another one,
4 indians
lying down side by side
cover then with a blanket
what do you get?

i said OTAH... but it's wrong! i tried my luck again, i said satay, but it's wrong !
if u got it right, i salute you, it's
kai kns la stop depriving me of my As says:
kit kat
i laughed my ass off !

boy, i don't want to decipher your philosophies nor profanities about how great my life has been, or whether it's better with or without you, because it's just not.
i just want you back. if only i was better to you back then.

{ go to hell } 8:58 PM

Monday, August 20, 2007

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today is just so happening. :)

firstly, i got this cute friend, laura, she is so innocent she's oblivious to guy-girl relationship kinda stuff right, so when i was pouring my problems to my clique, kiara, ruishan and her, about how romantic whoever and whoever is, laura has to suddenly say super random things like her nutrition bar is so disintegrated.... why is this so and so... SO ANTI CLIMAX ! i swear... but she's so cute cause she haven't been exposed to BGF yet.. i wish i didn't experience the painful heartbreaking sessions too....

okay, so it's lecture time, and once we stepped in, the first qns had to be " what is a discharge.. ?"

hahas, tell me, what was your first opinion when u see this? THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO THINKS THEY STEPPED INTO THE WRONG LECTURE HALL ! THEY THOUGHT IT WAS BIOLOGY ! i have no time for them..it was so funny ! since when discharge became a only-biology term? they go to start reading wikipedia to enhance their knowledge.. HAHA ...

and i got ridiculous friend.. they really made my day better. our teacher asked us how do we change flood risk.. so joshua and reuben joked, " destroy the river, then there'll be no flood !! " then they laughed histerically....... the funny part wasn't with the joke.. it's with their immaturity and laughter :)

heh, it's my birthday ! here's my cake...

NO, WHERE IS MY CAKE ? i'm so gonna cry.. *sniffs* *sniffs*

OKAY, ALRIGHT, I CONFESS, it's not my birthday but jia yu's... there, the girl directly in front of the cake showing a 'V' sign... (not the indian one)... argh... steal my limelight... i'm the one pounding rebecca's head, in case u missed my pretty face. :)

my new boyfriend.. hahas ! totally kidding, he's my family scholar, he's one of the top 5 % academic wise in singapore ! how bout that? love him to the core ! and i'm distrupting him doing homework now, i hate people like this, they made us go out of jobs ! hahas

i swear he's gonna kiss me,

kiss me honey, i won't wash my face for the next few months !

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to be or not to be, that is the question.

i 've experienced my fairy tale, i'm unsatisfied. please lord, grant me one more, and make it be my last. if i get you, you shall be my last.

{ go to hell } 8:42 PM