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Sunday, August 19, 2007
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in the midst of ultimate darkness, all i wanted is your hand to hold me through given my disability to see, i trust more than i trust anyone else, and i hoped u'll never let go.

he said this was just a phase i'd go through, he dosen't understand that my love for him is not at all superficial. I'm kinda sad that doubted me and just said everything to make me change the way i think.
wei loong, it's not gonna work, i've considered everything before i be truthful with you, it took me months to break this out to you, don't doubt anymore.

i still remembered the cheese nuggets we shared. come to think of it, it's quite disgusting. but if given a chance to share it again, i still would. because you're with me.
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this is my dear arisa eating her beef noodles greedily... YUM YUM !

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arisa, me, chen boon and jacky @ Woodlands Library !


THIS IS SERIOUS BUSINESS EH, DON PRAY PRAY !
did some cam whoring in the toilet.. see our pretty spastic faces! she's my girlfriend...

spotted this really cute guy, i got really distracted, hahas !

look at my girlfriend! she's so greedy ! fish ball noodles, hokkien mee and a big plate of oyster egg ! wait till guys see this, u'll scare them away arisa ! haha..SPOIL YOUR REPUTATION NOW SO U'LL FOREVER BE MY GIRLFRIEND.. WAHAHAHA....

So that was our dinner, chen been and jacky went off at 6pm to be in time for their NATIONAL DAY RALLY by lee hsien loong. WTH ! I HAVE NO TIME FOR LEE HSIEN LOONG ! he can talk about the development of old age facilities for an hour and praise how singapore got through the economic crisis for another hour !

tell u guys a secret, i did obediently sat in front of the tv one day to listen to it. HOW BOUT THAT ? hahas...

the sky's dark again, hope you are doing good now. i wonder, if u did once missed me like how i missed you. i need you to tell me the reason again why u left me, please hurt me one more time, maybe it'll bring me out of my love sickness. say things to hurt me now, i don't wanna share my heart between you and him. otherwise, take me away, let us live in bliss again. if u cant do that, hurt me now......

(I'm Still Not Over You)" -- rihanna

[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

TAKE ME AWAY - life house

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let
me stay here alone

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away


{ go to hell } 9:05 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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alvin
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cai ying
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chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
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han tiong
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jamie rea
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zhi xiang
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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn