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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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okay, i already don't feel like blogging but my arisa is so cute i can't stand it but to put it down here.

here's what happened, Wei Loong called me, i panicked, told her that i don't wanna pick up his call, so she suggested this


arisa. says:
pick up and say welcome to mac donalds can i take your order?
arisa. says:
haha
arisa. says:
pretend you are not peiru

i don't know whether to laugh or to call him back. ARISA MAKES ME LAUGH SO MUCH I SWEAR... !

i'm afraid to take your call and to listen to your comforting voice baby, make me hate you, don't make me fall in love with you each time i hear you,

but that's what i always do.


一天的人:

, 一如的风,

, , 也只是的我们.

translation:

to my ephemeral lover :

the astonoshing beauty of specimens of butterflies, like a streak of wind that has been preserved so well, like the extraodinary fate between us, is nothing but a thing of the past.

and people, read between the lines, u're not supposed to read it literally,

eg, winds cannot be preserved, so it gives the meaning that my relationship with whoever is not eternal and not lasting.

eg. butterflies are creatures symbolising beauty, but it's a specimen, it's for people to keep, meaning it's just my past memories that was made unforgettable by this special someone.

figure out other meanings on your own :) literature rocks right?!


{ go to hell } 11:33 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


!archives

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January 2007;
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!connections


martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
sarah
Seng kang
sharon
suhailah
thiam chye
w- pretty wan cheng
yong cai
yu jin
zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen
!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn