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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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today , ginny called me in the morning, when i picked up, only to hear,
" hi slut ! meet you in yishun mrt station at 1.30pm"
what a way to start a conversation ! haha ! ginny is so my bitch :) love her to bits and pieces.

i went for detention for the first time in JC. it didn't suck cause i have ginny.
i saw jaclyn, and i realised i missed her alot, wished i was in their class, JACLYN, I MISSED YOU !
so ginny and i went around, instead of studying, talked bout people, slack around...
whatever..

chatted with patrick online, as usual, asking him for favours, this time, i asked him to help me convert my music file to mp3s... THANKS PATRICK ! and i'm so totally insulted, he says he's becoming a pig like me, to eat, sleep, and shit . -_-'' when was i so terrible? i've got better things to do Pat... =/

chatted with my arisa, she started out like that, much more pleasant than ginny definitely,
arisa. says:
my peipei!!
then, not so pleasant,
arisa. says:
i heard u sent for detention today!
then pleasant again,

arisa. says:
without me
arisa. says:
hmph
arisa. says:
u went on a date with ginny!
arisa. says:
hmph
arisa. says:
jealouss
my arisa's so cute !!!

i wonder what's my Hon ren doing.. i hope he's studying.

"u've been a very good girlfriend, but i think it's better for us to stay as friends."

i'll never forget this sms i received on a august morning,
i'd listen to 'The Reason' all day long,
i ate up to 8 cones of ice cream everyday, because it reminds me of you
i'd go to bedok weekly and take the bus we took,
i'd go back to bk-ss and to sit where we used to sit,
think about the first time we talked to each other,
think about the first kiss you gave me in the cinema,
i'd look at my diary which tells me everything about what we did together,
i'd take 980 to where you played your tennis,
i did everything to relive our moments,
over these years, i'd have nightmares of that very scene of you leaving me,

even till now,
i still cant get over you baby,

please, tell me how can i forget you..
a cut so deep into me, that even gods cant heal.
u are my everything,
I WONDER WHY AM I STILL LIVING,
IN A WORLD WITHOUT YOU.

{ go to hell } 6:57 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
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han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
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sharon
suhailah
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zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen
!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn