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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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went out to bugis on thursday, 16 aug, so kiara, josh and i went to meet denise who's in catholic JC now. we exchanged notes and everything. the lift in central lending library is awesome. people, dont pay escape theme park the 18 bucks... take the cheap lift , just spend $0.45 on transport .... i swear my heart dived with the lift...... so did the others.

so i bought my new memory card from sim lim at only $20. i took kiara around the shops asking for prices, in the end the first guy i asked was the one who offered the least......... (*&^%$#@

waste my time....thanks kiara, she's so sweet. anyway, she didn't bring her phone so she can't contact her parents.. apparently they went out for dinner so she cant contact them... so we went to eat KFC, windowed bugis junction, saw this big plush teddy, took a picture with it and went home. kiara and big teddy

i told her my history... thereafter, i couldn't contain my emotions which still stay embodied my soul; those passions of which i still feel so strongly for, as though it was yesterday......

'my salad days, when i was
green in judgement, cold in blood'

but i never did once regretted. this feelings will never fade, and i don't know how to tell him i love him still. but i never thought it was necessary, because i already had hon ren. and it's always best to just keep our past just as it is, bitter sweet it was, a dream come true for all girls who dreamt for something like that, though he wasn't perfect, his flaws are his appeal ..

even after 3 years of seperation,
he still gives me the butterfly flutters

that night, when i regained my composure, i slept, still thinking bout his love, which didn't belong to me anymore...

{ go to hell } 1:48 AM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn