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Sunday, September 30, 2007

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i need study companions.

& i wished that thing never happened,

& i would be the happiest girl on earth,

now having a movie marathon on a cozy sofa,

popping popcorns, holding your hand until the next morning,

make breakfast together,

praising each other's beauty,

showering of unconditional love...

but somehow, we lost it, and now,

i'm still waiting for you.

{ go to hell } 10:24 PM

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he's my new fling :)

he's a magnet. and i'm glad i don't always see him.

love traps too deadly.

i'll hence, keep my boundaries shallow.

{ go to hell } 12:57 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

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it seems to be the norm to go for detention on saturdays, and luckily today's starts at 9am. so i wasnt' late !!! and i brought my brother's love to school. it's so cute i stole it from the side f his bed just for a day.

oh and too bad nerissa, it's not mine. hhas! i know u love it.

dosent' it look like keith? <-- also kena detention

STUPID KEITH WILL PAY FOR THIS FOR CLOSING MY CUTIE IN HIS STUPID FILE. poor thing, it's face is all squashed up. ='(

NOW HE'S ANGRY.. keith, u watch out!! hahas! (taken by nerissa's phone)

taken by my phone which has no flash.... LOUSY RIGHT..

OKAY, just as i was telling them the riddle bout the grass cutter, there's really a grass cutter in school. effin' hilarious lah!HAHAAS~!!

After school, we're supposed to have lunch. but i think keith passed on all his bad luck to me.. and thus, while we(nerissa, benjamin, keith, natasha and i), were walking to north point, there's this lady in distress, calling out for us to look at this black slippery thing.

OMG!~ SNAKE!!~~~~~~~~
so heroes of the day:benjamin and keith. THEY called the police okay, and while waiting, we had to keep track of the snake so that i dosent' run away. people starts to gather around once the police came, and since our job is done, we SERIOUSLY HAVE TO GO EAT.. we waited for ther inefficient police force for bout 30 mins.. ikmagine if it was a python, we would have been gobbled up, in the case that if the snake had been deprived of it's food for a few days.

thus, we went to northpoint, and keith and i made a bet -- to eat up a bowl of extra spicy pork ramen. so i added super alot of chili powder in his but he's gentlemanly enough to put less. and the loser has to treat the winner drinks. ended up nerissa and ben also wanted to join in, so we waited :) SO FUN!

BUT THE RAMEN CAME OUT NOT SPICY AT ALL. so it's a deal to go ramen ten one day to try the one of 7 chilli strength... hahas!

it's this! hahas! and i think it looked so nice, the lady sitting next to us asked us where we bought the noodle from. THEREAFTER, we bought bubble tea, AGAIN, another person came up to ask us where did we get th bubble tea!
AGAIN, I FORGOT WHAT HAPPENED, BUT ANOTHER PERSON ASKED US ANOTHER THING. i swear we're so approachable ... hahahas!!

comtemplated to go orchard to study. by this time, it's left with keith, ben, nerisssa and i.

but in the end, we went to nerissa's house! they so bad lar!! if u're my friend i shall tell you the story some time later hahas!

ohohoh! and when we reached there, i played piano, play with nerissa's 2 dogs, joked, chit chat, tour her room, went to the attic to print out new timetable.. did almost everything but study.

ben and i stayed for dinner, which was held outside their house. there's so much food, caesar salad, chicken with stuffed ham, clam chowder with added mushroom, asparagus, garlic chicken with melted cheese, sliced beef, sausages and cheesesticks!!!!

and this is nerissa the kuku.. (having dinner in her garden) this is ben. see, our candle for our candle light dinner. and nerissa just stuffed benjamin with alot of food. i 'm not surprised if i see ben fat tomorrow

hahas! this was the day. sad that keith didn't stay cause there's one more person to finish the food. LOL. andi swear nerissa's house's kois are 4 times bigger than the school's one really.

i had a really fun day.

{ go to hell } 11:34 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

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okay, i enjoyed myself so much i didn't regret forgoing one day for the sake of extreme fun. first it was going to town to meet kaiwei and her friends-- yu jin and cai ying. so we played indian poker, whoever loses has to do some forfeit. yu jin was utterly down on luck, so she was made to sing songs loud enough to make the next few tables turn their heads over, do 10 funny faces and to ask for salt water from the starbucks people.

ONE OF YU JIN'S PUNISHMENT-- stupid faces photo shots! hahas!

spat into yu jin's blouse because i couldn't contain my laughter!! and i was drinking my mocha!! DON'T TELL ME FUNNY THINGS WHENEVER I'M DRINKING!! HAHAS!!!

that was not all, next, we played "0-0-7-bang-ahh!!" game. cai ying lost this time and we asked her to go to the counter and to ask for the guys's number. she said"can i have you number?"

he replied, " my number?? my number?? MY NUMBER???!!! " IT WAS TOTALLY HILARIOUS LAH! ahahaahhas!! he had to confirm so many times. HE'S GOT LOW SELF ESTEEM. haahs! and in the end he asked, " u want my number or starbucks's number?" HAHAHAHAS!! but i 'm sure we made his day because after that he kept smiling to himself the whole time and he ever greeted us with a super warm " GOOD BYE! " while we left starbucks, and caiying ensconced herself beside me and buried her face in ultimate chagrin. haha!

because she didn't fulfil her task given to her, the guy didn't give her his number, so she had to eat a snicker bar off the poster!

on our way to somwhere we haven t decided! LOL...

bored to death waiting for yu jin and kai wei to answer my lame questions! hahas!

these 2 beauties!

thereafter, we really dont' know what to do, thus we went to vivo in a car! :)

while in the car, i had to entertain people, so i asked them some lame questions (cakes, name, goldfish, macdonalds, ikan bilis...) heh, so funny!!

contributed by Keith & farah!!! :) thanks guys! muacks!!

after eating carls' jr with them, kai wei and i went to candy empire! and there's a packet of M&M's which glows in the dark!!! i shall take picture of it sometime as it belongs to my bro's girlfriend now.. LOL.

--awaiting for more videos and pictures--

and though WL didn't call, but i was glad he remembered my existence :) oh lord, it's really appreciated.

{ go to hell } 1:25 AM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

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okay class, this is called a phallic

phallic symbolism

isn it the other way round?? kiara is getting all her facts wrong, i'm failing her for this subject

a mouse with real hair as whiskers(creator-- kiara)

after math and phallic symbolism class( during math) i bought carrots to eat.. heh .. crazy right, it's RAW carrots...

yyyeeww..!! i took a bite, it's raw veggie..

and so u see, how JC students are wasting their time away comtemplating 5 mins before considering the pros and cons of eating carrots RAW, spending lesson time moulding the kneeadable erasers into all kinds of funny stuff...

but i was quite productive though, i stayed back in school with kiara till 6.30 pm plus to finish up our assignments

sense of achievement.

{ go to hell } 9:53 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

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went for my MRI scan today, omg, without subsidy from govt is $600 ! after was $252 only, PHEW... and i'm so "suay", I WAS LATE FOR MY APPOINTMENT SUPPOSEDLY AT 11AM.. but i reached 35 mins later, and their policy is not to entertain late comers after 30 mins because each scan needs at least 45 mins thus my late goin will have a snowball effect on the others. but the doctor was so kind, he decided to do overtime for another 45 mins, JUST FOR ME. :) so i shall do my MRI scan at 6.30pm :)

in the meantime, of course i'm not born a loner, i have friends! i went into kai wei's and patrick's lecture and helped them copy notes while they sleep. i ought to take the exams for them too!

after that, went to bugis with kaiwei, hazel and yu jin (the hottie) to shop for presents for their friends!! thus, we walked around... we settled down in MOS burger after such a long walk, but the hopsital called me to go back there to have my MRI. so i can't eat my hot fudge i bought from macdonalds, cant drink my milk tea from MOS burger, can't eat my food kai wei voluntarily bought for me and i patheticall have to rush from bugis to alexandra hospital situated along the roads of queensway... i can't even tell those girls my joke that i prepared!! dammit..

while awaiting for my MRI, i'm apprehensive bout it!

i have to get myself draped in this piece of obsolete robe! so uncool! but the hospital gave this rag an attractive name -- kimono. COME ON LAH? WHICH PART OF IT LOOK LIKE?? hahaas!! nevertheless, i was so amused with this kinda thing, i mean how many people get to wear this 'kimono"?? LOL

and believe it or not, i got to take out my bra even, i feel so barren and vulnerable. because i've got only my panties on.. hahs!!

and the doctor who stayed overtime JUST FOR ME, was so cute! the way he talked to me was so gentle and subtle. he ws like " erm... u have to take out your hair band ............. and errrr........ you can only have your........... err.. under.. wear on" SOOO CUTE!!!! he looks like he's in his twenties, such a good catch. and he wears spects, making him look like a 'mama's boy' kinda man who graduated with first class honours in university.

in the MRI scanning room, IT'S BLOODY COOL!! i had to lie on this bed, and my bed was constantly manipulated to go into this really huge machine. that cute doctor first handed me a cap to put my hair inside, he 's like, " you can wear this cap on... " then he passed me a pair of ear plugs " and because the machine might giv out funny noises, this ear plugs will be very useful.." and then " you have to put your left leg here, and your right leg there..." so cute!!!

omg.. i swear i would steal him home, i wanna bring that doctor home!

what shocked me most when he asked me " errr, which radio channel would you prefer?"

I WAS LIKE " HUH? RADIO ?"

"YUP, IT'S TO ENTERTAIN YOU DURING THIS 45 MINS :)"

then i thought --- could you entertain me instead, can we do without the radio??

HAHAHAHAASSS!!!!

anyway, alexandra hospital facilities was so good lah i swear-- cute doctors, staff with super friendly disposition, radio to entertain... etc. quickly after, ginny gave me a call to ask how was it. :) thanks ginny! and i bought card boxes which costs 90 cents each and bought 2 for ginny as she wanted it too! hahas!

--the end---

{ go to hell } 11:12 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

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hon ren , i'm sorry, but

WEI LOONG, I MISS YOU :(

AND THE CORKSCREW JUST KEPT TURNING, EVEN UNTIL NOW. i no longer bleed, however, your very last words still resound and resonates in my head...

i never even get to see the last of your back, and finally when i did, it was really heart wrenching.

everynight, i just hoped, hopelessly that one day, you would comebacktome

{ go to hell } 11:27 PM

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it's my birthday again!!! hahas!

no la, she's the birthday girl today, okay, recently there's alot of birthday i know..

scandalous... this josh and eh hem...

it's moon cake festival, so YJC treats the school with halal moon cakes!

did a little cam whoring at night, and this will be how i look like if i changed my parting..

originally, but my hair sucks cause i didn't comb it at all, just showered. LOL! still thinking if i should change my parting to the left, oh well, i got no time for it yet...

kai wei just asked me if i wanna go celebrate moon cake festival, taking lanterns walking around, play with candles and sparklers but i totally rejected her because i was so tired! but i realised tomorrow i need not go to school because i have a medical appointment with alexandra! HAHA!! but i studied at home, see, i'm disciplined

but i slept after reading 2 paragraph... HAHA!!!

{ go to hell } 10:56 PM

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wretched, my most honest confessions.

malaise creeps up onto me, as yesterday's images blew up so vividly ,

those words he blurted came like a darting lance i could never avoid, it went and injured my heart, thrusting it so deep within me and you pierced into me like a corkscrew, widening the open wound and u know i'm in pain, but you just allow me suffer, and i wonder if that was the intention so i'll forget about you.

but i'm telling you your plan backfired, instead, it made me realise that, my emotions are genuine. it didn't take me 3 years to realise, but it took you 3 years to fathom the making of women. what fails you most is your inability to see who's true.

i'm not waiting for you. but just to let you know, u're my only one. and it will always be.

{ go to hell } 12:07 AM

Monday, September 24, 2007

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WOW ! there's a crowd, so let's check it out!

OH ! it's health week ! hmm... lets see, stress, relaxation exercises, stories!!

NEW STORY OF THE HARE AND TORTISE , wow that's interesting!

oh, oh ! and there' a continuation of it!

oh!! the steps to control stress, the hand work is nice, i wonder who did it, lets check it out ..

OH ! IT'S DONE BY : PEIRU AND JIAYU! both of them are so creative i swear, and PEIRU, sounds familar.. OH ! SHE'S THAT SUPER SMART AND PRETTY GIRL FROM CLASS 130 that takes entirely arts subjects??

eh, wait, isn't PEIRU my name??? hahas!!!!!!

here's the owner! so this is what Mrs George made jia yu and i do, i did it for 2 whole days, there goes my studying time , :( ... i didnt'; do anything else. WALAU WEI..

PEPPER LUNCH in amk hub! we're celebrating ZQ 's b'day~!

okay, this is not the whole group.. ginny, hon ren and joel is missing from the pic!

US again!

after we finished the cake, kai heng drew stuff like that, the smiley face and tamagotchi character..

the group!

in pepper lunch, i also saw Yi Da!! my secondary school classmate! and after, this girl currently in aNderson JC said hi to me! but i'm so sorry i forgot her name. hope she's doing well! =p

neglected studies today, felt so lethargic.. tomorrow will be a better day!

{ go to hell } 9:36 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

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The person who tagged you : GINNY AND ARISA

The most memorable thing she has done for you :
G - including me into her life!
A- putting herself infront of web cam and entertained me throughout with her countless possession of pooh bears waving their hands at me

The most memorable words she said to you :
G - right now! (can't and never forget)
A - ahh!! i jealous ( whenever i 'm in detention with ginny)

If she becomes your lover, you will?
G & A- it's a extremely difficult choice, either way, i'll be labelled unfaithful. god, help me..HAHA!!

If she is your lover, what improvement/s would you like to see her changing :
G - accept arisa
A - accept ginny HAHAASss!

If she becomes your enemy, you will? IT'LL never be the case :) but i can't guarantee between the two of them... there's always 'rivalry' over me!! hahas!! th're so fun!

The reason why she becomes my enemy? if they got new girlfriends :(

The most desired thing you would like to do for her:
G - make her feel good about herself! (ginny, u're the hottest girl on earth! this is one thing i swear u never knew! )
A - make her wear sleeveless and feel proud bout it!
G&A - BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS! just dial 90047027 !!!

Your overall impression of her:
G - she has the most interesting stories to tell! and it's so engaging!
A - a chinese who can't speak chinese and is not a chinese. HAHA!! and may be mentally unsound when infront of the web camm!

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
1. my friends to stay happy always!
2. hon ren to be a better boyfriend
3. time to study
4. more bags, accessories, tops, bottoms, shoes...
5. wei loong to be safe and sound :)

How do you think people around you feel about you : she's so emo!

The character you love about yourself : i know how to act cute really well

On the contrary, what do you hate about yourself : i hate MY body. it's bulky

The most ideal person you would like to be with : i met him but he's not mine and never will be.

What do you want to say to your loved ones : I LOVE YOU! sincere, respect.. (like what kai heng always says)

Pass this quiz to 9 friends whom you wish to know how they feel about you :[you think i will let them touch is it?]
1. arisa (my girlfriend! just stole from zq) - - i just back tagged you!
2. Genie from pink dolphin bottle i always buy , and this genie is dark! rare species, can guess who?? -- i just back tagged you!!
3. Farah ( spare some time! relax relax.. haha!
4. kai wei -- that tall tall girl who always can't find a pair of jeans of unreasonable length
5. jing jing who's gonna marry off soon
6. hon ren -- prob have time after his 'A's
7. your mother
8. your father
9. elmo

When was the last time you chatted with #3 : just last week!

What kind of music does #8 like : how i know what your father likes.. -_-''

Does #6 has any siblings : a school dropout brother... cool..

Will you woo #3 : NO!!! i'm straight

How about #7 : NO. I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU I'M STRAIGHT, and i don't go for people 30 years older

Is #4 single : yes, she's too tall for most guys, and she's a cheena boys magnet..haha!

Surname of #5 : HO, she takes after santa's

Nickname of #1 : blur queen??? mentally impaired? my girlfriend? zq's girlfriend? jap hottie? i dont' know, i always call her arisa...

What's the hobby for #5 : sending me dirty links like "you porn"

Do #5 and 9 get along well : probably yes since my elmo is so lovable.

Where is #3 studying at : singapore poly school of optometry!

Have you tried develop feelings for #1: artificially real, yes.

Where does #9 live : in a street called sesame, with cookie monster, a pair of socks and big bird..

What colour does #4 dislike : none?

Is #1 and 3 best friends : yes. they're wildcats!

Does #7 likes #2 : if that's her mother...

How do you know #2 : through hon ren!

Does #5 owns a pet : nope!!

and there's no questions for #6 i realised. but anyway, i shall create another one

do you love #06 ? yes! i love my bun a million tons! but i hope he does too !

AND WHO SAID IT'S 5 MINS of HER LIFE??? I SPENT 20 ! hahas!!!

{ go to hell } 10:55 PM

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recent purchases... woo hoo !!! okay, i'm broke once again, after repaying half my debts, buying all my stuff, i'm poor again... dammit.. why can't a be born a gold spoon instead of silver?

bought on 13 sept, it's so cute! either carry it on arms and open it up whenu need it on the shoulders!

a navy blue halter! okay, my handphone is lousy , it can't bring out the colour..but it's something like the colous of this font..( 21 sept)

a cheapo polo t! (21 sept)

my new love :) had to bargain so much, and i got it $7 cheaper!

don't worry, i'm not preparing for suicide, it's just a pair of red shoes.. a new colour for a change!

hahas!
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despite my shopping spree, i still need a belt, several necklaces of different funky designs, a few more tops and seriously in need of a few pair of shorts and maybe a skinny jeans, hopefully my legs look skinnier! LOL

{ go to hell } 10:25 PM