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Sunday, October 14, 2007
>>>

hon ren, he said it.

crying, ginny and arisa came all the way down to meet me. i cried about 200 sheets of tissue since last night. (konon crying counted by number of tissue paper.. haha!) ginny and arisa was so sweet, they bought me winnie the pooh tissue! and as i poured out everything, they wiped it off, more efficient than a car wiper i swear. :) i didn't blame honren, when i thought i didn't need him, i think i hurt him. i don't know, but maybe we're just not meant to be. :)

he was there for me still, even though he caused my pain. i don't know. passed him a book of our past. my only regret was not establishing better memories of us. i took it down by quarreliing too much.

i got a big treat from ginny and arisa too, cookies and cream and chocolaty ice cream on waffles in gelare. THANKS GINNY AND ARISA, I LOVE YOU GUYS. thanks so much for being there, i really appreciate it alot.

when it was 6pm, i decided to go ginny's house, i don't think i wanna be alone for now.

hon ren, please do well for you a levels, i've promised you your treat :)

arisa, stop watching japanese shows too! u got a levels !! :)

ginny, continue to enjoy life! haha!!

now in ginny's house, good hospitality, chocolate cake, cable, aircon, internet... company(what i need most)
i don't know how i'm gonna adapt myself now, but it's different without hon ren. it's really difficult. :(


{ go to hell } 11:43 PM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


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January 2007;
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!connections


martin di di (cutest guy on earth
alvin
anthony
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arisa
ashika
Brenda
cai ying
charmaine
chen wei
couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
GERMS
ginny
han tiong
jaclyn
jamie rea
jessica
kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
nicholas lee
nigel
noozlie
roshilah
sann
sarah
Seng kang
sharon
suhailah
thiam chye
w- pretty wan cheng
yong cai
yu jin
zhi qiang
zhi xiang
zhu wen
!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn