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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
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my day sucked. don't talk about it. tossed and turned throughout the whole night. felt nauseating. CAN'T SLEEP ! and so, i woke up at 6.30 am, but there's still this dopey feeling, and the sky's still dark, so i shall wait till 6.45am till people calls me up. in the end only patrick managed to call me at 6.46AM. so being the ungrateful kid i am, i sent him a sms at 6.45 am sharp labelling him a pig. but felt bad after wards because he did call me =)

THANKS! STAR FISH! PRAWN KING!

and gp paper was hell of a torture. take pity on me. i was doing fine for the first 1 hr 30mins, but the next 90 mins, i was practically not thinking straight, i was so sleepy and i gave myself a 5 min nap. TIME WASTED I KNOW. but can't help it.


after the ordeal, kiara, laura and i went to eat in NP.. then kiara came my house. oh god. i'm so tired. and chatted with pat and jing kai and some other friends till late night, before i get my deserving sleep.

food galore.


hopefully today's the day when i can sleep very well, sleep very well, sleep very well, today's the day i can sleep very well, SLEEP VERY WELL.

{ go to hell } 12:12 AM

!about me

name:apple mei


wishlist
birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*

l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please

2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)

3.wait till i think of stuff

lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...


!archives

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April 2006;
May 2006;
June 2006;
July 2006;
August 2006;
September 2006;
October 2006;
November 2006;
December 2006;
January 2007;
February 2007;
March 2007;
April 2007;
June 2007;
July 2007;
August 2007;
September 2007;
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couz yee teng
Currina
debbie
deline
dinah
elvis
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jamie rea
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kai ngee
kiara
kin yew
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suhailah
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zhi qiang
zhi xiang
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!credits

i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn