yesterday hon ren, arisa, zq, traces, jie ying, nat, joel and yi guang all of us went to watch resident evil 3. it scared the hell out of me. hon ren held my hands throughout, but i know that pair of hands no longer belonged to me. after that was ajisen, all i ate was sushi while hr and zq ate crayfish ramen. then arcade was daytona with zq, arisa, and honren.
once again, hon ren walked out of my life, and i went to ginny's place to stay.
today, accompaned ginny to consumer probe. then shopping with kai wei. then chilled in th night with kai wei lili and alvin.
can't stop thinking bout him. it's a chore. it's torture. its' not what i want. but i won't force you baby. i'll give you time. i hope for nothing in return. i hope for nothing. i just want you to do well in a levels. we wasted alot of time. but with you, time wasn't wasted. regret came too late.
{ go to hell } 11:25 PM
!about me
name:apple mei
wishlist birthday's on 21st oct..thanks people..*smirks*
l.MP3--at least 4gb and no CREATIVE please
2.a brand new wardrobe( packed with new clothes)
3.wait till i think of stuff
lastly, a stupid idiot 24 hours available for me...
i live in my lackadaisical world i call my own
but only to be tied down by shackles of education which obviously suck big time
living with complexities of life which cannot be revealed and told openly
living in self denial and drowned in my everyday lies
unhealthy living dead i call myself
i just want a simple life with a boyfriend
the desire for a simple want purely makes my life difficult to those who knows my secret
with that i rather live life a living dead.
i no longer reveal the zany side of me
maybe i lost it along the way
on my pilgrimage to maturity
i yearn for someone to open the door
one of where i came from
to find bliss once again
out in the open lawn